This is the first post I'm making on this unfortunate situation. I'm sure you ask any defendent and they'll all say they are innocent, but I admit, that my actions caused the death of an animal, but those who know me, know that I am one of the biggest animal lovers around. I grew up with several cats, dogs, even squirrels and raccoons in my house. I come from a very loving family who have always had a big heart for animals. And what happend was certainly not intentional. I lost my temper and had no idea the cat would be hurt by my actions. Its something that I have to live with the rest of my life. If people out there think that I meant to do what I did, your wrong, not only did I loose someone who is so dear to my, and her family who I cared about so much, but I wake up every single night with nightmares and have to carry such sin. And I'm still young so I didn't know how the media can portray a story so "one-sided". They make me out to be a monster. It's true that accident or not, I did a terrible thing, but I am getting the help I need with my anger, and I enlisted in the Navy. I can't stand to see in the papers it says "the cat wouldn't play so he got angry and killed it". First of all, that is 100% false. Who says that?! I lost my temper and kicked a bed. I had NO intension of hurting the cats, truth is I didn't even think of them being under there. I lost my temper and I was wrong, I didnt "attack" or intend on hurting them. So before everyone is so quick to judge, find out both sides of the story. And jail was the best thing for me. I didn't just sit and rot, I attended church everyweek and became much closer to God, and went for anger management, and I worked. It was a real eye opening experience. It's what you make of it, it's a place I will never see again, but a good experience. Well I hope my message has told another side to the story. I am very conscious of my appearence and I hate to think people think bad of me, what I did was an accident and I couldn't be farther from who I really am. I'm not a bad person, I just make bad decisions sometimes, but I learn from my mistakes and I don't make them again. And please dont talk badly about Sara. I still talk to her all the time and we dont need people who don't know us, acting like they do and passing judgement. Thank you and I hope my message is well recieved.