I was married to George for 15 years and there is no way he "committed suicide". we have 2 beautiful children who he loved so very much, and they loved him. He had drank too much that day and wasn't thinking right and if this had happened in his home state, things would have been handled much differently, with much more patience and compassion. It's a very sad situation. My children, will miss him forever and I hope that they will always cherish the good memories. This is a nightmare that you can't believe happens to you. Heartbreaking. Nothing will bring him back.