"...all gay men...having a naked pool party and then bending each other over and sharing their tube steak with each other."If you Google "Gloversville, NY a map of Nigeria will appear.
Now go to Google maps and type in geographical view and it will show a 5 mile radius of nothing more then a big ditch.
Now type in surface view and it will show houses made out of cardboard and a bunch of Gloversville gay people having sex with each other.
Now go to youtube and type in Gloversville and it will show all 20 residents....all gay men...having a naked pool party and then bending each other over and sharing their tube steak with each other.
You are clearly fixated on gay men and the gay lifestyle. You likely don't even recognize what that says about your own sexuality. You see, heterosexual men do not fixate on images of gay men having sex as you do. Your vivid and detailed description of the situation and acts indicates that you have more than a cursory interest in the gay lifestyle. Of course, this is nothing to be ashamed of, but your denial of who you are will become a problem later on.
You see, you didn't just mention gay sex, you selected a location and very specific acts (bending each other over) This is clearly something that you think about often. In addition, it is telling that you state "20 residents...all gay men"; which is your subconcious building your ideal living situation.