Same as you, since you are the same people.
I did not see this post until after I posted my affirmation that they were one and the same!!!
Texan/Nijoni does not have anyone fooled.
Everyone knows his proclivity of a female persona.
But, sadly for Texan/Nijoni... a man in drag will always just be a man in drag... and never be that woman you seek to be.
You can have anonymous Craigslist sex and get banged in the butt and guzzle the jizz of a dozen of John's a day... you might FEEL like a woman, but you will never truly be one.
Even if you have a sex change, which I heard you and your wife were saving up for... it's good that she supports you being who you feel you are on the inside.
Bravo for her!