I want to say this was a very emotional road we went down. I am so sorry that you had to got through this Ms. Johnson you stated yesterday that you lost your son we lost a family member just as well a great father, son, boyfriend, brother,etc. But we want to say sorry on his behalf And for those who commented already i want to let you guys know that you all immature and that yes she blamed herself because she raised him and any real mother blames their self because of the way they raised their child. He is a wonderful person and anyone with eyes can see that.