I busted my hide to move to California from Texas to devote all my heart to run that motel in Pioneertown. I worked for a mere $250 a week. In the end, all the publicity for my dog has me left without a job, without a home; as my miserable boss felt our loss was too much of a negative impact on her business' publicity and we were terminated in May. My boyfriend of 5 years and I cannot take it. We have lost each other thoughout this horrible year as the pain has become too unbearable. We were illegally evicted, given 12 hours to get our stuff out before our boss was going to have our stuff hauled to a dump and our cars towed. In the meanwhile, when I was told we were being fired, I was at home in Texas taking care of my father after surgery and my boyfriend Dave was packing away his father's personal affects, as his dad recently passed away.
So, no worries my friends. Not that this money is GIVEN to me, it's just there. And I am almost convinced we will not find the murderer anyways, so no monies will be a miss for any of you ill willed cold hearted folks. Feel good for yourselves that I have lost my beloved dog, my sweet cat, my home, my boyfriend and my job since this past February as a result of all of this. You win. Life has lost all meaning in so many ways. I pray for God to take me everyday because I am SICK of how horrible we are to one another, in the perfect example of you and your opinions, and those who commit heinous behavior.
People with a heart extended their love and interest in nothing I had EVER asked for. So don't send word to me of what I don't deserve. I never wanted anything but a good day and to see you smile. Perhaps you can celebrate in all my loss now. These people who offered in their own kindness, did it without even knowing me. So don't knock my life, because it's hard enough to get up and face each day everyday anyway. I believe I will go back to bed and cry when I'm done with this, as it hurts more so than you will ever know to have people feel the need to go out of your ways to tell me your unnecessary cruel opinions.
Shame on you America. You are heartless, you have no compassion and are pathetic in your celebration of failure. Cheers. I've lost and you wishes against me are all coming true. I am miserable. I am homeless. I am broke. I am so sad and completely broken. There you go. Hopefully you will find whatever pleasure you seek. And seriously, I doubt we will find the murderer. And NO, he did not aggravate the livestock. I have offered the acceptance of that possibility and have presented myself with that awareness to the property owners, renters and managers on COUNTLESS occasions. I'm not an idiot and my dog was a good boy. I know the law. I'm not stupid. Take a hike, whoever you are.