My gut says you're overthinking all this.<quoted text>
Thank you, Former.
For starters, how do I get rid of a certain energy field that's always hovering near the skin of my body especially near the face, throat, heart, solar plexus and lower abdominal regions that often gets so activated that it invades my nervous system leading to tremors, breathing problems, fevers, head ache and great mental distress?
This external energy field that envelops my body in far greater measure (ever since I left that evil guru) has been put on me by him to destroy my physical health, nervous system, mental stability and emotional calm. He told me once that were I to ever leave him he'd teach me the lesson of my life. He was controlling me via this occult influence even when I was with him but the adverse conditions were mostly missing or fewer in number/frequency then.
How do I get rid of this occult influence which no med/counseling can cure or hope to even understand?
You need to do a few things each day that bring you some level of satisfaction.
Some peace, some feeling of well being, perhaps more human contact.
They say it's not what happens to you (real or imagined), but how you respond that makes the difference.
All the best to you.
ps...and there's that reference to your skin again. Not sure what's up with that.(Maybe you have some dry skin - moisturize.)