While thinking and typing the above bits on conscious energy and its existential modes, a higher force has spontaneously become activated in my being putting me into a slight indrawn state and a golden light is slowly beginning to radiate from my body. There's a subtle perfume everywhere in the surroundings. Everything's coming aglow and I can hear the inner sounds. My body hair is standing on end. Need to absorb the new descent of the higher force.
Geezus, you cant even keep your story straight for 7 hoursI'm upset, really upset, despite partying yesterday, with my late parents and ex-master for inflicting tremendous pain/damage on me. I am running a fever since late yesterday night. I was lying down since morning and all this while too after signing out earlier. Back to bed. Later.
Talk about mentally unstable