I messed up

Clay City, KY

#1 Sep 13, 2013
I lost the love of my life and this is how I feel:
It feels as if I lost everything...again. I'm confused to what to do. Everything in my heart and soul tells me to fight till I die. Everything. Do I listen or do I quit? She was my stars and my moon. Every since she was gone everything was just dark and black. I wish I have never made the mistakes that I had. I finally found the one person that made happy. The person that filled that place I never wanted to explore. And she's gone. Today will be one of the darkest days of my life. I just want to hear her voice..even if its a whisper. What did I do to deserve damnation on earth? I assume God has a plan..a brilliant plan that only he knows. A plan to take away the pain, humiliation, the loss I am suffering. I am accepting him as the almighty that he is and will wait...again for my love to come back.
living dead girl

Chesterfield, MO

#2 Sep 13, 2013
So what did u do to lose her?
never forget

Pikeville, KY

#3 Sep 13, 2013
your words have given me alot to think about.
i am going thru a very bad time with a relationship that is or is not ending.
it has been back and forth for awhile now.
theres alot of good i know i would miss.
but also alot of bad that i can live without.
i dont know if its fear that makes me pause.
or if its knowing that like you have described, it will feel really awful to have to start over.
i wonder if this person is the love of my life and i wonder if i stay i will always wonder if there might have been someone else for me.
but then, if i go, there might not.

Since: Sep 12

Location hidden

#4 Sep 14, 2013
The thoughts of what if will always be there. Either way you will always wonder about the opposite outcome. Things happen for reason we will never know. You have to focus on living a life that is fulfilling to yourself. I too thought I had found the one person I would love to see me through the end of my days. Things change. He didn't feel the same for me. I will still love him but I have to honor his wishes too. Stay postive and good things will come your way.
Fox News Is A Joke

Stollings, WV

#5 Sep 14, 2013
I messed up wrote:
I lost the love of my life and this is how I feel:
It feels as if I lost everything...again. I'm confused to what to do. Everything in my heart and soul tells me to fight till I die. Everything. Do I listen or do I quit? She was my stars and my moon. Every since she was gone everything was just dark and black. I wish I have never made the mistakes that I had. I finally found the one person that made happy. The person that filled that place I never wanted to explore. And she's gone. Today will be one of the darkest days of my life. I just want to hear her voice..even if its a whisper. What did I do to deserve damnation on earth? I assume God has a plan..a brilliant plan that only he knows. A plan to take away the pain, humiliation, the loss I am suffering. I am accepting him as the almighty that he is and will wait...again for my love to come back.
Tyrone,I'm back baby!
wow

Richmond, KY

#6 Sep 14, 2013
I messed up wrote:
I lost the love of my life and this is how I feel:
It feels as if I lost everything...again. I'm confused to what to do. Everything in my heart and soul tells me to fight till I die. Everything. Do I listen or do I quit? She was my stars and my moon. Every since she was gone everything was just dark and black. I wish I have never made the mistakes that I had. I finally found the one person that made happy. The person that filled that place I never wanted to explore. And she's gone. Today will be one of the darkest days of my life. I just want to hear her voice..even if its a whisper. What did I do to deserve damnation on earth? I assume God has a plan..a brilliant plan that only he knows. A plan to take away the pain, humiliation, the loss I am suffering. I am accepting him as the almighty that he is and will wait...again for my love to come back.
Grow a pair dude! Geez!

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