im not a bad person, im kind and warm but sadly single at the age of 45!!!! i've been sigle for 6 years now after spliting up with my husband, who i left wanting him to want me and hoped he would put up a fight for me... not to be as all along he was planning to get off with our 9 yr old daughthers dinner lady, so no fight.
he was my 1 and only love and he still is to this day i dont think im over him, he however ended up moving in with the dinner lady and they have a baby together but they are no longer together and id seen a glimmer of hope for us but i guess that glimmer is only when he chooses it to be and not when i wont or need him. he is good dont get me wrong but i no longer see that there will ever be anything stable between us.
i struggle with friends as they are all happy and marrid, so very rarley go out and have iv tried the useal joining the gym but had to stop going due to a slip disc in my back, ive tried dating sites but, well none suitable found in my area for me.
santa im sorry i had stopped believing in you a long time ago and is why i never ask for anything for christmas, just like this yr!! however i know its late but in the new yr, is there any chance you could help me out with my love life? my eldest son is very happy with his partner and my grand daughter. The other son who currently lives with me has spent the last week with his baby mom and dont get me wrong im praying to god that it all works out for them... that leaves my 15 yr old daughter who is happyly loved up with her boyfriend. as a mom of 3 im very proud of them all and couldnt be happier for how there lifes have turned out. a good job by myself if you dont mind me saying!!!
well santa that just leaves me!! most nights i cry myself to sleep with loanliness and yes i have a drink now and then to try and drown my pain, although it never cures it.
Anyway santa if its not to late for my letter? can you make it that next yr at some point it will be my yr and find me someone who loves and appreciates me for who i am and not who they would like me to be. i just wanna be me, a normal everyday person and to be loved and to have someone to share my life with forever and more.
thanks santa however i do understand if its to late and to much of a tall order for you.
p.s. me and my 3 yr old grand daughter left you a mince pie a glass of milk and a carrot for the raindeers but my 1 yr old grand daughter came round for a late visit and thought the carrot was an apple and tried to eat it. say sorry to the rainedeers for me pls xxxxx