Tired of this. Missing everything.

Tired of this. Missing everything.

Posted in the Owensboro Forum

smileyface

Owensboro, KY

#1 Jul 21, 2013
I hate this life I'm living. I wish everything would go back to normal. But I guess I can't give you people normal. I'm not normal myself. I've recently gained an eating disorder and Idk what to do about it. It sucks but f*** it. I wish I wasn't so quick to let things go. I did it 100 times I'm such an ass hole. I've also had an epiphany and realized everything I do wrong. I saw the same situation from the sidelines and now I vow to never treat another person that way. It's a bad habit and I'm morally retarded if I can't see other people's interests. I wish I had a time machine to save what I had with everything I know now but that's impossible so I'll just keep it all in reference for the future. That's enough rambling for the night. I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep and wake up to take on another terrible day. I just dream about something to save me from this black hole..
usually awake

Owensboro, KY

#2 Jul 21, 2013
smileyface wrote:
I hate this life I'm living. I wish everything would go back to normal. But I guess I can't give you people normal. I'm not normal myself. I've recently gained an eating disorder and Idk what to do about it. It sucks but f*** it. I wish I wasn't so quick to let things go. I did it 100 times I'm such an ass hole. I've also had an epiphany and realized everything I do wrong. I saw the same situation from the sidelines and now I vow to never treat another person that way. It's a bad habit and I'm morally retarded if I can't see other people's interests. I wish I had a time machine to save what I had with everything I know now but that's impossible so I'll just keep it all in reference for the future. That's enough rambling for the night. I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep and wake up to take on another terrible day. I just dream about something to save me from this black hole..
r u in owensboro
smileyface

Owensboro, KY

#3 Jul 21, 2013
Yes
smileyface

Owensboro, KY

#4 Jul 21, 2013
The shittiest thing about it is I have nightmares about her and it kills me waking up thinking were still in a relationship but we're not and I hate everything cause of it
torn

Utica, KY

#5 Jul 21, 2013
Tell her.. Make it right!
smileyface

Owensboro, KY

#6 Jul 21, 2013
I can't if I go near her either her family, her friends or her new boyfriend or all three will try to do something
Chiken

Owensboro, KY

#7 Jul 21, 2013
U gtta do smthn bro
smileyface

Owensboro, KY

#8 Jul 22, 2013
I wish I could
lysonage

United States

#9 Jul 22, 2013
Time heals all wounds. Hang in there.
Frownyface

Owensboro, KY

#10 Jul 23, 2013
lysonage wrote:
Time heals all wounds. Hang in there.
Who is this?
I know

United States

#11 Jul 25, 2013
Have you tried to just talk to her? Why does everyone else have to be involved... Silly
Smileyface

Owensboro, KY

#12 Jul 27, 2013
It's just she won't listen to me I guess all I can do is wait but I mean by the time she drops her grudge she's gonna be shoulder deep in another relationship and I'll be sitting here like damn I wish she gave me a final shot haha

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