Sunshine

Owensboro, KY

#1 Oct 15, 2013
I'm going to say it on here where it doesn't matter anyway, just to get it out. What I want is to be loved, feel safe, sleep like a normal person, have less worries or at least have him to share them. I want to be within walking distance, every night, of the one man that tries to do all that for me. I want to be folded into his arms every night when I drift off to sleep, and wake up to his blue eyes every morning. I want to share in his life and hear about his day, every day. I want to build a home with him, not just struggle to maintain a house by myself, and watch him do the same. I want to share his joys, his sorrows, his struggles, and his victories. I want to be a good woman for him. I already know he is the best man for me. I'm just too chicken right now to tell him all this. lol
Could be me

Owensboro, KY

#2 Oct 16, 2013
Just tell me ur age.
celt7

Sheffield, UK

#3 Oct 16, 2013
Sunshine wrote:
I'm going to say it on here where it doesn't matter anyway, just to get it out. What I want is to be loved, feel safe, sleep like a normal person, have less worries or at least have him to share them. I want to be within walking distance, every night, of the one man that tries to do all that for me. I want to be folded into his arms every night when I drift off to sleep, and wake up to his blue eyes every morning. I want to share in his life and hear about his day, every day. I want to build a home with him, not just struggle to maintain a house by myself, and watch him do the same. I want to share his joys, his sorrows, his struggles, and his victories. I want to be a good woman for him. I already know he is the best man for me. I'm just too chicken right now to tell him all this. lol
Take the chance and tell him, or you might lose him to somebody else, ok? Best of luck!
Know

Evansville, IN

#4 Oct 16, 2013
You need to be honest to him about your feelings
wonderful

Owensboro, KY

#5 Oct 16, 2013
Sunshine wrote:
I'm going to say it on here where it doesn't matter anyway, just to get it out. What I want is to be loved, feel safe, sleep like a normal person, have less worries or at least have him to share them. I want to be within walking distance, every night, of the one man that tries to do all that for me. I want to be folded into his arms every night when I drift off to sleep, and wake up to his blue eyes every morning. I want to share in his life and hear about his day, every day. I want to build a home with him, not just struggle to maintain a house by myself, and watch him do the same. I want to share his joys, his sorrows, his struggles, and his victories. I want to be a good woman for him. I already know he is the best man for me. I'm just too chicken right now to tell him all this. lol
This is well said but I hope the guy I want doesn't think it's me!!! He won't talk to me anymore I know how he is lol I wish you the best of luck, I would love just a hug. So don't be to demanding or you might lose him.
Hunter gentry

United States

#6 Oct 16, 2013
I want my ex back, but she's into bigger d's.. I wasn't any good for her
Sunshine

Owensboro, KY

#7 Oct 16, 2013
Could be me wrote:
Just tell me ur age.
I'm 40, and it's probably not you, sorry. I don't think he reads topix, that's why I put it on here. Just thought it might help me to put it on here just to get it out. My mind tells me to be patient, and just to enjoy the time we have together, but my heart is filled with longing. I love him so much and it breaks my heart to not be with him when he's sick, or when he's struggling, or even just through the daily routine. I keep telling myself to be patient, that it will come in time, but my heart says I'm wasting time not being together, in that way. I've always tried to put the needs of others before my own, and I tell myself that this is not something he needs right now, or he would've asked me to share his life, not just his time off. But what if he's just scared like me? We've both been burned before, and I won't let myself ask for something for myself. I never have. So I guess my only choice is to wait things out, see if it leads where my heart is longing for, and if it doesn't, maybe just loving him and enjoying his time off will be enough.
wonderful

Owensboro, KY

#8 Oct 16, 2013
Sunshine wrote:
<quoted text>I'm 40, and it's probably not you, sorry. I don't think he reads topix, that's why I put it on here. Just thought it might help me to put it on here just to get it out. My mind tells me to be patient, and just to enjoy the time we have together, but my heart is filled with longing. I love him so much and it breaks my heart to not be with him when he's sick, or when he's struggling, or even just through the daily routine. I keep telling myself to be patient, that it will come in time, but my heart says I'm wasting time not being together, in that way. I've always tried to put the needs of others before my own, and I tell myself that this is not something he needs right now, or he would've asked me to share his life, not just his time off. But what if he's just scared like me? We've both been burned before, and I won't let myself ask for something for myself. I never have. So I guess my only choice is to wait things out, see if it leads where my heart is longing for, and if it doesn't, maybe just loving him and enjoying his time off will be enough.
Man we think alike lol
Jacob

Toledo, OH

#9 Oct 16, 2013
Sunshine wrote:
I'm going to say it on here where it doesn't matter anyway, just to get it out. What I want is to be loved, feel safe, sleep like a normal person, have less worries or at least have him to share them. I want to be within walking distance, every night, of the one man that tries to do all that for me. I want to be folded into his arms every night when I drift off to sleep, and wake up to his blue eyes every morning. I want to share in his life and hear about his day, every day. I want to build a home with him, not just struggle to maintain a house by myself, and watch him do the same. I want to share his joys, his sorrows, his struggles, and his victories. I want to be a good woman for him. I already know he is the best man for me. I'm just too chicken right now to tell him all this. lol
Could be wrong but it sounds like you are someone's weekend fling .
wonderful

Owensboro, KY

#10 Oct 16, 2013
Jacob wrote:
<quoted text>Could be wrong but it sounds like you are someone's weekend fling .
I know that's what mine is but a girl can wish. Sunshine I hope you have better luck than me
Sunshine

Owensboro, KY

#11 Oct 16, 2013
Jacob wrote:
<quoted text> Could be wrong but it sounds like you are someone's weekend fling .
Nah, definitely not a weekend fling, for either of us. We've been dating for quite a while, and I know that he loves me. We share in each others' children's lives, all the normal couple activities. I can't imagine my life without him and I am secure that he feels the same way. What I'm just saying here, is that my heart is longing for that next step, and has been for quite some time. We've taken things slowly because that's what we both needed to heal each other from past hurts, but I want to share my life with him on another level. I'm not saying that I'm ready to get married, because I don't know if we would ever do that, nor is that something I need. At the point I am in life, that is not something I have to have. I want to share my life, and that's more important.
Flipper

Toledo, OH

#12 Oct 16, 2013
Sunshine wrote:
<quoted text>
Nah, definitely not a weekend fling, for either of us. We've been dating for quite a while, and I know that he loves me. We share in each others' children's lives, all the normal couple activities. I can't imagine my life without him and I am secure that he feels the same way. What I'm just saying here, is that my heart is longing for that next step, and has been for quite some time. We've taken things slowly because that's what we both needed to heal each other from past hurts, but I want to share my life with him on another level. I'm not saying that I'm ready to get married, because I don't know if we would ever do that, nor is that something I need. At the point I am in life, that is not something I have to have. I want to share my life, and that's more important.
try sharing secrets first and go from there.
Wellhell

Toledo, OH

#13 Oct 16, 2013
Sunshine wrote:
<quoted text>
Nah, definitely not a weekend fling, for either of us. We've been dating for quite a while, and I know that he loves me. We share in each others' children's lives, all the normal couple activities. I can't imagine my life without him and I am secure that he feels the same way. What I'm just saying here, is that my heart is longing for that next step, and has been for quite some time. We've taken things slowly because that's what we both needed to heal each other from past hurts, but I want to share my life with him on another level. I'm not saying that I'm ready to get married, because I don't know if we would ever do that, nor is that something I need. At the point I am in life, that is not something I have to have. I want to share my life, and that's more important.
from all you've written above I'am left wondering what in the world is left to share if you both already do what you say and marriage isn't a must at this point of your life??
Sunshine

Owensboro, KY

#14 Oct 16, 2013
Wellhell wrote:
<quoted text> from all you've written above I'am left wondering what in the world is left to share if you both already do what you say and marriage isn't a must at this point of your life??
LOL! I guess what I'm saying is that the only logical next step would be to make a home together. I would like to be able to share the day to day stuggles, and to share in the benefits of really having him there all the time to lean on and to have him lean on me, in every aspect. It's making less and less sense not to struggle together through life's trials and successes, when doing it apart is just making it harder on the both of us. It would just be so much easier to just be together and be totally happy.:)
Know

Toledo, OH

#15 Oct 16, 2013
Well this is first time you've mentioned being unhappy so what's the situation between the two of you ?

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