i am so sorry for your lost, it is unbearable isn't it? you will feel paralyzed for awhile. you will cry for 3 months everday. you wont know how to act. its been a year yesterday for my 33 year olod son, and i said his name to someone and my eyes welled up and my voice cracked. time does not heal your children dying, it just makes it last longer.

i am not going to try to console you, because no oe can.