anyone with opiate addiction need help?

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Amanda

Toledo, OH

#1 Jul 24, 2012
Contact me if anyone needs help with withdrawal or anything?
b.amanda1985@yahoo.com
Toledo,Ohio

“i love it here! i dont judge..”

Since: Nov 12

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#2 Nov 25, 2012
I do need help:( I can't handle this. I have been on and off for 8 years, more on than off. Where do I even start? I have so much to loose, haven't lost anything in terms of money,or family.just I feel like I'm not me anymore. I just joined this group writing thing ,in hopes to be able to talk with people that don't judge,and know that it is a script given every month. But even with them taken as scripted ,I feel like a loser.and an addict. Waisting my life away...
The good fight

Toledo, OH

#3 Nov 25, 2012
I've been LOSING the battle with Oxy's since '08', I'm in a Suboxone group, have been for last 2 yr's. SO far in debt, boot going to be able to retire in 11 mos, haven't made a car payment since Sept!
What other help is there?

“i love it here! i dont judge..”

Since: Nov 12

Location hidden

#4 Nov 25, 2012
I'm so sorry to hear this ,the good fight. I don't think Amanda is still on here. It's hard huh? Just thinking about it makes me cry. I'm a female so mabey that's worse,not sure if u r male or female. But I have been reading a lot about imodium and tagamet .have u heard of this? You know when I do stop I think it will be much easier with the support on here. Talking with people going through the same thing . So what's your story? How did u get started? I go through my 180 month supply of Norcos in 14 days,and my 90 somas in about 7 days. Why did the doc give us these knowing they r so addictive.that's what makes me sad. Ultimate goal is to be clean by Xmas.and start the new year fresh.i have been given these scripts now for 8 years. I havent lost anything financially, yet I must add. Because i do get extensions on bills, and such. I'm a mother of three, see what I find to be the problem ,is these monster pills,are not like a hardcore noticable drug when used. Knowbody even knows I take them. It's a secret. So its very hard to stop,because knowbody knows. The withdrawals I did once. And cried for three days.my eyes were so puffy day 4 I couldn't even open them. So what's your story?
The good fight

Toledo, OH

#5 Nov 25, 2012
I got started by accident, after 14 yr's in management at work, I resigned and went back to work. Got hurt (pulled shoulder) and since I don't go to Doctors my ex gave me a cpl of perc's. well after a bit they didn't work, so her friend gave me an Oxy, it was HEAVEN! The rest is a well know story. Since I pay street price for everything, I don't think I need to say more about that.
In '09' when my sister got sick, I was her sole caretaker, to deal with that, my recent divorce, and working 50-60 hr's a week I couldn't stop. NOW I'm so far in debt....
The good fight

Toledo, OH

#6 Nov 25, 2012
Oh, I'm a 53 yr old male who SHOULD be retiring in a year. (Ya, right).

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