Preparing for the hardest week of my life.......

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Since: Dec 13

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#1 Dec 15, 2013
I am so very scared right now. I've read the thomas recipe purchased everything it says. And just did my last dose for hopefully the rest of my life!!!! I have no one to support me. Nobody knows what I'm doing. Nobody knows my habits. I tried tapering but that was a no go for me. So cold turkey it is. Tomorrow will be the first day I wake up and face the day without snorting a pill. I've read posts and comments for days and I'm scared to death at what I'm getting ready to go through. I am determined to do this. I am going from 100 mg a day for almost a year. I tried this once and woke up beside the toilet with puke all over me not knowing how long I had been laying there. And that was just a few hours in. I'm a very small person, 105 pounds. I've heard weight plays a factor in this. I'm wondering how???
Jim

Newton, NC

#2 Dec 16, 2013
I don't know what you want other people to tell you. You put yourself in the position you are in and you are the only one who can get yourself out of it. So if you are as determined as you say you will. If not you will just fall back into the same place. Up to you. GOOD LUCK!!!
State of Florida

Taylorsville, NC

#3 Dec 16, 2013
Check into Detox located on Highway 18 almost to Morganton. Too dangerous to detox by yourself. Please go for help. That is what they are there for.
cel

Boone, NC

#4 Dec 19, 2013
SoScared wrote:
I am so very scared right now. I've read the thomas recipe purchased everything it says. And just did my last dose for hopefully the rest of my life!!!! I have no one to support me. Nobody knows what I'm doing. Nobody knows my habits. I tried tapering but that was a no go for me. So cold turkey it is. Tomorrow will be the first day I wake up and face the day without snorting a pill. I've read posts and comments for days and I'm scared to death at what I'm getting ready to go through. I am determined to do this. I am going from 100 mg a day for almost a year. I tried this once and woke up beside the toilet with puke all over me not knowing how long I had been laying there. And that was just a few hours in. I'm a very small person, 105 pounds. I've heard weight plays a factor in this. I'm wondering how???
Please do not try to do this alone. You are to the point that you want to change your life.
There are people out there who will help you, but you have to take a chance in reaching out for that help.

Detox cold turkey is very dangerous. Withdrawals are not something to be faced alone without medical professionals. If nothing else, go to the ER and have them direct you.

Just please don't try to go this alone.

I'm praying for you <3

Since: Dec 13

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#5 Mar 30, 2014
Thanks everyone for the comments and concern. I made it!! It was no where near as bad as I was expecting!!! Epsom salt baths, and the Thomas recipe works wonders!!! Plus lots and lots of PRAYER!!!

Since: Dec 13

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#6 Mar 30, 2014
Jim..... I had hoped to find someone to talk to. Things got rough the first three days.
jim

Newton, NC

#7 Mar 31, 2014
congratulations and keep up the good work

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