madazhelll

Bowling Green, KY

#1 Jan 19, 2013
Yes i know how u still keep up with me, why? Why do u do it? I know u creep on topix i am not stupid. I know when it's a smartazz comment it's probably u, doesn't matter what the location says because i know u test & change your locations to hide like the coward u are! I know how vendictive & sneaky u are because of what u did to the ex friends of yours! You have no clue that what u did to me & my life has been easy, just because u got to go back to yours...i didn't get to mine!!!!! GOT IT!!! As long as my life is sh!tty yours will be to! I have stated time & time again there isn't anything u can do to hurt me anymore, u have damaged something in me that will never be the same! If u wanna threaten me go right ahead, u wanna hurt me physically, go right ahead because maybe u will end this helll i've been living for good! Then i won't have to end it myself!
madazhelll

Bowling Green, KY

#2 Jan 19, 2013
You know what i started praying for? The first of this new year....i've prayed to GOD that he will punish u worse than what he's seen me go thru! I have prayed it for 19 days now!
noone

Butler, KY

#4 Jan 19, 2013
Well God dont make people sick.
I love someone so much that I have gotten physically sick like throwing up because my nerves were tore up. You see I would like to be able to talk to someone again but I was told no more contact so what can I do? Nothing but hope they will contact me. If they care they will show me somehow, someway. I wonder if they really want to go the rest of their life without talking to me or seeing me again. I HOPE NOT.
Mr G

Dallas, TX

#5 Jan 19, 2013
I am loved.
madazhelll

Bowling Green, KY

#6 Jan 20, 2013
I have been up and down all night. I have days worse than other's. I can't eat much anymore, if i do i will throw up. My stomach is upset 50% of the time because of my nerves and that lovely ulcer i developed in 2011. I jump at the least bit of noise when it's quiet. Yep i am a f'n gddam mess! Mr G i am glad you find this humorous. Yeah and i can't spell worth a crap anymore cause i'm to lazy to care and don't give a sh!t. No i don't sit on this site all the time and i don't understand a whole lot anymore, wish i did.
The big G

Dallas, TX

#7 Jan 20, 2013
I smell mental.
innerpeace

Knoxville, TN

#8 Jan 21, 2013
There are 2 sides to every story. If someone has told you to not contact them or "goes back" to their life, chances are, they are hurt too or you shouldn't have been begun a relationship with someone already involved. If they keep up with you, they either still care or are seeking a truth to move on. Anything you do online can be seen and the truth always comes out. Instead of praying for harm to others, you should pray for yourself to have some inner peace with forgiveness so you can move on and be happy. Don't let their bitterness consume you and ruin what could have down the road.
madazhelll

Bowling Green, KY

#9 Jan 21, 2013
One minute he's posting like he's sweet and caring and the next it's smartazz comments, flip flopping and call me crazy...wth are you? I don't care if he watches me, u know why? Because i know he still loves me. Idk why he tries to pretend he doesn't, he is a train wreck waiting to happen if he doesn't make that move. I am not doing it anymore. I have my facebook wide open for him to contact me, he has my number if not he can get it from his friend or ask me for it. There is no set up & i don't where u ever go that idea!!! You see that new photo of me..remember me when we first met, keep that in mind.
innerpeace

Knoxville, TN

#10 Jan 21, 2013
I am just someone else who has been hurt more than once. Closure is hard when the other party can't give honesty when given the opportunity. Instead, they lie To you, about you, to the person they cheated on you with, to their friends and family, and sometimes can make you think you are going crazy. The truth, whatever situation, hurts sometimes and maybe he don't want to face it or admit it. Maybe that's why he isn't responding to you. You can't let go if it is in your face everyday. Block him from internet activities or spend less time following him. Out of sight out of mind to heal and it will get easier. There are more bad than good people and sometimes we have our hearts and time committed before we learn the bad. Its part if life.
Eland

Eubank, KY

#11 Jan 21, 2013
I am glad, You all want to sit back act as if I caused your lifes to be so bad.For one you all caused your own lifes to be the way it is.You all play SICK games with people.It just swung back on you all.Your own actions in your own lives is what has caused your life to be the way it is.Just like mine caused mine to be the way it is.You all are cut from the same cloth.TRUTH I have found it.Understand I will not play you sick game.Shout it to the heavens,WHO,WHAT,WHERE. Fact is i don't post on here much at all but you already know that right.you all go out of your way to know what I doing.As for mr.g Yea all I wanted was truth,after what you did to me.I have give you all a chance to wip the slate clean and move on since you were saved and all.You think your hurting me by keeping it from me.HELLO!I know what happend.And yes ALL can see what is posted.I don't mind.I wasn't out hid.I DO Have peace in my heart.Can't help you all don't.As long as your out to hurt you never get it in your heart.I will not be responding anymore.mr g you really have nothing worry about.If you don't want me there delete me.I found my closure.It's when on way to long better find another form of entertainment.
madazhelll

Bowling Green, KY

#12 Jan 21, 2013
Eland wrote:
I am glad, You all want to sit back act as if I caused your lifes to be so bad.For one you all caused your own lifes to be the way it is.You all play SICK games with people.It just swung back on you all.Your own actions in your own lives is what has caused your life to be the way it is.Just like mine caused mine to be the way it is.You all are cut from the same cloth.TRUTH I have found it.Understand I will not play you sick game.Shout it to the heavens,WHO,WHAT,WHERE. Fact is i don't post on here much at all but you already know that right.you all go out of your way to know what I doing.As for mr.g Yea all I wanted was truth,after what you did to me.I have give you all a chance to wip the slate clean and move on since you were saved and all.You think your hurting me by keeping it from me.HELLO!I know what happend.And yes ALL can see what is posted.I don't mind.I wasn't
out hid.I DO Have peace in my heart.Can't help you all don't.As long as your out to hurt you never get it in your heart.I will not be responding anymore.mr g you really have nothing worry about.If you don't want me there delete me.I found my closure.It's when on way to long better find another form of entertainment.
Who are u? Don't pretend u know who i am or what i'm talking about. This isn't about u. It's about myself & G.C.
Eland

Eubank, KY

#13 Jan 21, 2013
I thought you were different persons,in the same situation as myself.
madazhelll

Bowling Green, KY

#14 Jan 21, 2013
Well i know it can be confusing. I am sorry I keep confusing people & I am confused my m'fn self. I know he reads these posts & he wants to continue leaving me hanging being the stubborn azz he is. Well if things don't change in a few days then i'm just gonna do what I intended last year something I didn't finish but I will this time. My life has not gotten easier like everyone said it would. It's been a goddam nightmare for way too long & i'm only left with one option that way no one will have to worry about me anymore & I won't have to keep suffering!
Laura

United States

#15 Jan 21, 2013
Wow details please!?!?
The big G

Dallas, TX

#16 Jan 21, 2013
I'm still loved.

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