None of the above is true. I am a misunderstood man with a major behavior problem. This is most likely the result of huntington's disease. Since the disease killed my grandfather my behavior has deteriorated. I am a bad credit risk, also a pathological liar. I have recently started to fix the lives I have screwed up, and seeing a therapist. As for the legal issues I am crossing the bridges as I come to them. I have used people for money or things in the past but I AM NOT physically abusive as some people have claimed. I have been in physically abusive relationships in the past but has moved past that. To those who i have hurt I am sorry, the kind of sorry that being basically homeless makes you. I have lost almost everything and thats o.k. I deserve that. I deserve more, to be flogged in public. The pain of being a liar and a all around bad guy has taken its toll. I want to be a man thats respected again, if I ever was. The pain of where I have been and what I have done is growing to be a load almost to strong to bare. I miss my mammaw and papaw, my old house and my friends who I lost due to my lying using ways. After finally coming clean to those who I love recently I see that someone can love me as long as I'm honest. But tears don't wash away the fact that the world is a better place without me. I'm here and taking my beating publicly. For those who I hurt I am sorry. Thank you all for reading this and your time, I know I'm not worth a second of it. Can people change? I sure hope so, because I cant and wont live like this another day.
-Joshua David Click