all i want is to end it all

all i want is to end it all

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roxy b

United States

#1 Mar 6, 2013
easy for evryone to do,evryone except me.shld i just go outside,while its dark,get n the road n lie dwn...it wld kill most,but no not me....me,i wld just suffer even more,then become stronger getting thru...but for wat?noone wld have a clue,my strength,noone recognizes..its all i cant do nemore bcoz yea,i give up on life.only to me,life is worse than death,far worse...wat do u do,wen u pray for death n try to commit suicide,but death never comes?u suffer n silence,u have evryone callin u weak,but only u know that u r strong.i only have one prson n this life that gives a flyin fuck,to him,im more than tge whole world,he is my only happiness...but guess wat,i cant even c him or feel his sweet touch,soo still i suffer...will my pain ever lesson at all?probly not,bcoz im alive n will probly outlive all,all alone.
Art

Knoxville, TN

#2 Mar 6, 2013
Roxy, I can tell you that I have been where you are. Wishing for death to take away the pain others have caused me. But I am still here wandering through the world sometimes with my head up most time with it looking down. Feeling that the world and people that was once close to me would be so much happier if I was in the ground. Then I realized screw them I will be a better man and stay alive.Hang in there it will get better. Don't let people get you down, let them see you are happy that's the best thing to do. Get out of your bad situation and don't look back. remember you are not alone in your feelings.
Art

United States

#3 Mar 6, 2013
You have read my poems then you can understand how I have felt. But it will get better Roxy just need to get away from what is so negative in your life. Run and don't look back trust me.
A Christian

Talbott, TN

#4 Mar 7, 2013
If you are really serious about taking your own life, just remember that someone loves you enough that He already gave His life for you. That is Jesus Christ, He died on the cross so that you can have life, and have life abundantly. Which means that if you will give your heart to Jesus, He will give you a new life filled with love and happiness. In spite of your circumstances, He can and will give you happiness. Just trust Jesus and give your heart to Him. I will be praying for you that you will do this!
anytime

Morristown, TN

#5 Mar 7, 2013
I told help the same thing I am telling you I lost my sister to that and I know how much it hurts the people you leave behind so if you need anyone to talk to please email me and we can talk all you want my email is dawncolley20@yahoo.com.
cry baby

Brevard, NC

#7 Mar 7, 2013
roxy b wrote:
easy for evryone to do,evryone except me.shld i just go outside,while its dark,get n the road n lie dwn...it wld kill most,but no not me....me,i wld just suffer even more,then become stronger getting thru...but for wat?noone wld have a clue,my strength,noone recognizes..its all i cant do nemore bcoz yea,i give up on life.only to me,life is worse than death,far worse...wat do u do,wen u pray for death n try to commit suicide,but death never comes?u suffer n silence,u have evryone callin u weak,but only u know that u r strong.i only have one prson n this life that gives a flyin fuck,to him,im more than tge whole world,he is my only happiness...but guess wat,i cant even c him or feel his sweet touch,soo still i suffer...will my pain ever lesson at all?probly not,bcoz im alive n will probly outlive all,all alone.
You have been babbling on here like some sort of junkie wanna be diva.you put yoursrlf where you are.
Grow up or good luck.

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