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Its just me

Rogersville, TN

#1 Feb 21, 2013
The Jack and pills have my head spinning,
The lonelyness and heartaches are winning.
I pray that God has understanding and grace,
As I hold this 12 gauge to my head with a smile upon my face.
Tired of the lost bad loves and so called friends I had,
Filled with sorrow and being alone too long has left me so sad.
Knowing once the trigger is pulled it will have been for the best,
Finally I will have found the my desire for some true peace and rest.
I have seen you in my dreams every night,
We talk and walk hand in hand towards the light.
I have forgotten how beautiful you were to see,
After tonight we will be together you and me.
I have tried my best to show the people in my life I care,
How much rejection and lonelyness can a man bare.
My heart has taken all the pain and lies it can take,
I’ve given as much as I can to lovers and friends that are fake.
It should have not taken this for someone to hear my cries,
All I wanted was for someone to return my love before I dies.
Who among the people I have met will pick up their cell,
To call and say goodbye or Art please remove that fatal shell?
Donna

Morristown, TN

#2 Feb 21, 2013
What is your number? I'll call ya.
A Christian

Morristown, TN

#3 Feb 21, 2013
Jesus died on the cross so that you can live forever with Him in Eternity. Please accept that, there is no need for you to crucify yourself, He did it for you. Now lay your problems at the feet of Jesus and accept His love for you. You will find that life is worth living, and there will be no more pain. Even here on earth, you can and will be happy. Give Him a try. Trust Him, it worked for me, it will work for you.
I care

Morristown, TN

#4 Feb 21, 2013
If you think that you are going to solve your problems by shooting yourself you are very much wrong. If you plan your own death and carry it out, you will not be in a land of love and beauty with your loved one. That is premeditated murder, and you will be found guilty. You must stop and think about what you are planning. Satan is laughing at you, because that is what he wants you to do. You have one life to live on this earth, try to make the best of it. Life doesnt always go our way, and their is lots and lots of pain and disappointment. We all have had our share, some more than. Let it go, and try Jesus Christ. He will give you a brand new life. You will see, and you will be so glad and happy that you did. It must be real, from your heart. There is nothing going to come up that you and God can't handle!
Its just me

Rogersville, TN

#6 Feb 22, 2013
I have trued christ before it gig not help.
And I'm not a pill head you dumbass. Im a good man that's hurting
dont do it

Knoxville, TN

#7 Feb 22, 2013
Gary try and sleep. The sun will bring a new day.
Kitten

Maryville, TN

#8 Feb 22, 2013
I will hold your hand and walk beside you,
Our memories together can’t be erased.
Hand in hand, together we are strongest,
And in your hands my heart has been placed.

I want to take away your pain,
I understand the risk I take.
Please hold my heart gently
And never again let it break.

But if we stumble, and if we fall,
Please gather all the pieces.
It's your choice what to do with them,
As my love for you never ceases.
Goodbye

Morristown, TN

#9 Feb 22, 2013
I like turtles

Since: Jan 10

Location hidden

#10 Feb 22, 2013
A family member killed himself last summer. The devastating effects linger in the lives of those left behind.
You might think you're doing everyone a favor because you view yourself as a failure or as someone who is causing others a lot of grief but trust me....killing yourself is not the answer.
The kids of the deceased person are wondering why their dad didn't think they were worth living for. The parents can't understand what went wrong & why they didn't see it coming.
Your life means something...you just have to find out what it is.
Never give up. Find out what is going on to make you unable to have joy. You said you tried religion...forget religion...find Jesus.
Something is trying to make you believe you are worthless but you're not.
You might think people are angry at you but if they're angry I'd be willing to bet it's anger toward the situation. People often feel helpless when it comes to helping a friend or family member in emotional trouble.
Don't give up....life is worth living & you're worth having a life. God gives all of us a sound mind, "For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power and of love and of a sound mind." 2 Timothy 1:7 KJV
May God fully bless you with that sound mind.
RationalOne

Knoxville, TN

#11 Feb 22, 2013
There are people in cancer wards all over the country that would trade places with you in a heartbeat. Do you really have it all that bad? I think not. Pull yourself up by the bootstraps and overcome your problems. You must consider a new way of thinking though. You won't be able to get there by staying on the path you are on.

“To thine ownself be true!”

Since: Jan 13

In the shadows.

#12 Feb 22, 2013
I'm not saying that this isn't legit....I hope it isn't. But if I were going to off myself, the last thing I would be thinking of would be getting on Topix.

If things are as bad as they seem to be and that isn't just a catchy poem, I wish you nothing but peace friend. Since others have already quoted bible passages, I feel inclined to do the same.

1 Peter 5:6-7:

6 Humble yourselves therefore under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time:

7 Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.

Walk with peace friend.
Its just me

Rogersville, TN

#13 Feb 22, 2013
Where were you when I needed you the most?
When I was crying and so full of pain
Now you are everywhere like a ghost
Thoughts of you are driving me insane

Memories of you bring me moments of happiness
But they only last oh so briefly
Then reality returns quickly as does the loneliness
Why won’t my mind release me?

From the deepest depths of my soul
I still remember the hurt you have inflicted
The feeling of my heart being raked over the coal
My love you took and manipulated

To have someone but still feel alone
Just how much pain could one man take?
To pray every day for God to take him home
To think his life was his biggest mistake

Never have I felt so abused and used
As I had with you inside my heart
Why was I so easy for you to had despised
That hurt will remain till this life I depart………
hold on strong

Morristown, TN

#14 Feb 22, 2013
Typical cry for help. Don't do anything rash, problems will pass. No need for a permanent solution to a temporary problem. We all struggle, don't be weak. Strength will bring you out of it, whatever it may be. Think of who needs you, they truly do. Don't let the world win, fuck the world.
dont do it

Knoxville, TN

#15 Feb 22, 2013
Gary Johns....sober up and cut this foolishness out!
Agusta Ga

Morristown, TN

#16 Feb 22, 2013
My heart goes out to you! Come talk to me!
Limerick

Morristown, TN

#17 Feb 22, 2013
I've heard some of you are worried,
That it's Limerick who's saying goodbye;
I wrote not a shred of the drivel above,
And that poet is not I.

A 'suicide gesture' at most it is,
By psychiatrists, behavior well-known;
In hopes for attention and sympathy,
Posted some poorly-constructed poems.

But those who make such gestures,
Never actually do the deed;
With threats he hopes to control someone,
To his plaintive cries, will accede.

He's just a spoiled Mama's boy,
And now he didn't get his way;
My advice to him is to "grow a pair",
None of this maudlin tripe display.
Pictures

Liberty, NC

#18 Feb 22, 2013
Hes got himself in a mess and dont see no way out. The Devil gives no hope! Good luck on finding encouragement you need Faith Hope Love
limpdyk

United States

#20 Feb 22, 2013
Limerick wrote:
I've heard some of you are worried,
That it's Limerick who's saying goodbye;
I wrote not a shred of the drivel above,
And that poet is not I.
A 'suicide gesture' at most it is,
By psychiatrists, behavior well-known;
In hopes for attention and sympathy,
Posted some poorly-constructed poems.
But those who make such gestures,
Never actually do the deed;
With threats he hopes to control someone,
To his plaintive cries, will accede.
He's just a spoiled Mama's boy,
And now he didn't get his way;
My advice to him is to "grow a pair",
None of this maudlin tripe display.
limpdyk go back go back to your kneegros on the aaf
curious

Morristown, TN

#22 Feb 22, 2013
To the person that started this, could you post your inicials? Where you work? Someway to figure out if you're who I think you are?
Ugofirst

Maryville, TN

#23 Feb 22, 2013
My initial are F.U. What are yours?

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