Answer to your question: the transformation of aging, when you realize the preciousness of your time, the uncertainty of tomorrow, the reorganizing your priorities, the divesting of your psychological baggage, the letting go of the significance you used to put on what is the gratuitous and in the grand scheme of things unimportant-things that tend to happen when the abstraction that has been your mortality most your life finally becomes that BIG TRUTH it is.
I'm not going to engage in any arguement about it,... as there is nothing to gain by your advocacy and nothing to lose by your opposition.
I would have assume the same, except for your own conflicting post.<quoted text>
Allows me to be free of any egotistical or insecure need to control the world as a means to validate myself. Try it, Hon- great attribute if you want to experience a world that is your nurturer instead of your enemy combatant.
Instead, I am left with the impression of a very closed down person who has only confirmed her denial.