A lot of things "Seems" to you.....and ONLY You!Seems like Consistent... is having issues staying in touch with reality today/always.
Seriously, Why do you bother?
Do the Boys in the White Suits at your Home stop you from abusing BOI's there?
Is that why they let you access a Computer in The Day Room to abuse strangers and humiliate yourself because of your Personality Disorders?
Trust us, you are a really fauched up human being, and you will never find Peace here.
Go to the Light.
Ask the Boys in the White Suits to help you..... watch how receptive they will be in accommodating your request of them!