Diary of a First-Year Teacher: The Tr...

Diary of a First-Year Teacher: The Trouble With Being White

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West Des Moines, IA

#1 Mar 23, 2013
I teach children who are of a different culture and race than I am. I'm a white northern 22-year-old teaching a class of African-American Southern students.

Not only do I look different than my little scholars, but I am often naive, and I fear insensitive, to the areas in which our cultural values and norms differ. I fear our small differences are creating an even greater barrier between us.

There are the obvious moments, such as failing to understand their Southern accents and Delta vernacular when they ask questions. And there are superficial examples, like when one of my girls asks me to fix her braid or hair bow and I have to look to my black colleagues because I am entirely ignorant about how to fix my student's hair.

I can only imagine their parents shaking their heads when their daughters come home with a boring ponytail when she was sent out of the house with a beautiful variety of braids and bows. Although they seem minor, these moments have a tendency to build on each other. Without being kept in check, they can separate me from my students even further.

So what can I do to overcome these differences?

Time and experience is a great educator. But even with time, there will always be an overwhelming difference between my students and I. Right now, I know I can help bridge the differences between us by concentrating on our relationships.

I seek to learn more about my students and their community. Being interested and asking questions is worth so much. From there, I seek common ground—the place where relationships are formed. Sometimes, it can be as simple as "Tyrone do you like superhero movies?" "Yes!" "Cool, me too."

I do my best to educate them in a way that is relevant to their cultural and home life. For example, I try to teach standard English grammar and language in a way that builds on to my students' cultural vernacular, without condoning the way they've learned to speak at home.

I seek to be mindful of whose perspective my social studies lessons reflect, and do additional research when necessary to teach my students the basics of social studies from an accurate and diverse perspective. Finally, I allow conversations of race to come up. I am honest and open with my students in order to find an understanding, and maybe even some reconciliation.


West Des Moines, IA

#2 Mar 23, 2013
Diary of a First-Year Teacher: Racism Is Alive and Well for Kids in the Mississippi Delta.

As I prepared to teach my students about Martin Luther King, Jr. this last week, King’s own words on Mississippi rang in my ears:

“I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice.”

Before moving to the Mississippi Delta, I believed that King’s dream had become a reality. I thought the atrocities of King’s time were left in the pages of history books. But in the Delta, that history book is still open. There is still much path to tread before it’s truly transformed into “an oasis of freedom and justice.”

So, how do you go about talking about Martin Luther King, Jr.’s dream, in a place where it has yet to be fully met? What I found was, you let the children talk.

Children see the world simply. When we are small, we make sense of our surroundings by generalizing our experiences. Slowly these generalizations expand as we experience new things, and we begin to see the world more and more complexly.

Growing up in a largely segregated community, my students see a world that is still divided by black and white. I was worried my answers to their difficult questions would be insufficient. Fortunately, I was but a facilitator to my students answering their own tough questions.

I was humbled to find that instead of my pushing their thinking, it was the students who were able to beautifully and simply explain what Martin Luther King, Jr. believed in.

I asked my students,“What did Martin Luther King fight for?”

One student responded,“He fought to keep white people away from black people.” It was the response I had feared, but knew it would lead to the most important lesson for my students. So I began,“Actually, no, not at all. This is really important, you guys. Listen closely, I need everyone’s eyes and ears.” They leaned in close, ready to listen, but another student raised her hand. I called on her,“Yes, Natasha.” She said, quite simply,“He fought to have black and white Americans get along.” My heart swelled. She said it so much more clearly and purely than I could have. I said,“Yes. That is exactly what he fought for.”

All my students know is a community where black students attend public schools and white students attend private academies. How would I explain to my students the difference between school segregation in the 1950s and the informal segregation they experience today? How could I address this in an empowering way that six year olds would understand?

I longed to be able to talk to my children about how far we have come since Martin Luther King, Jr. shared his dream half a century ago. And yes, in policies and laws there have been drastic changes. But I fear that my students experience a world where not much has changed for black first graders in the Mississippi Delta.

But then my students taught me again. I told them that black and white students were once not allowed to attend the same school until enough people stood up and said those laws were unfair. One of my students raised her hand and said,“Like you! That’s why you can be our teacher now!” I smiled.“Yes, exactly.” My fears were appeased.

Tough questions may still come, but I decided to embrace this moment of positivity. We can celebrate in our Mississippi classroom that black and white people get along—even if it’s just a teacher and her students.

In the spirit of celebrating Martin Luther King, Jr.’s vision, my students chose to see the progress. Although there's a path of progress that still lies ahead for the Mississippi Delta, with our youth we must celebrate what has been accomplished.

We must do this so they know they can be a part of making Martin Luther King’s dream a reality.


West Des Moines, IA

#3 Mar 23, 2013
This is why rethuglicans are against teacher unions
Capt Crunch

Fountain Hills, AZ

#4 Mar 24, 2013
Drivel !

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