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darkness

Odessa, TX

#1 Dec 12, 2012
I think i am depressed all i want to do is go 2 sleep and sleep forever leave everything behind. My job is short on hours, my boss is treating me like crap, i am about to loose it all. I have not slept or ate for days. Please pray for me. I am not going to kill myself i am just so depressed i have not put up my tree yet for kids. My car is gonna get repoed gonna loose house everything. It seems i do nothing right anymore. WHY GOD WHY ME! I try to be a good person and help others yet something always goes wrong. So pray for me and my family
Guest

Memphis, TN

#2 Dec 12, 2012
Depression can eat at you. Try and think of positive things. Look at the good in your life. Put your tree up, spend time with your kids, maybe change jobs. Good Luck.
forever

Dallas, TX

#3 Dec 12, 2012
darkness wrote:
I think i am depressed all i want to do is go 2 sleep and sleep forever leave everything behind. My job is short on hours, my boss is treating me like crap, i am about to loose it all. I have not slept or ate for days. Please pray for me. I am not going to kill myself i am just so depressed i have not put up my tree yet for kids. My car is gonna get repoed gonna loose house everything. It seems i do nothing right anymore. WHY GOD WHY ME! I try to be a good person and help others yet something always goes wrong. So pray for me and my family
Don't worry. The World is going to eand in 9 days. Then you can sulk in Hell.
guest

Dallas, TX

#4 Dec 13, 2012
forever wrote:
<quoted text>Don't worry. The World is going to eand in 9 days. Then you can sulk in Hell.
that is a horrible thing to say
darkness

Dallas, TX

#5 Dec 13, 2012
That was a cruel thing to say! Its me and my son and i just wanted prayer for a better future
someone who knows

United States

#6 Dec 13, 2012
I went through what seem like the depths of hell several years ago and I relate with how u r feeling...just try to hang in there...the good lord puts no more on us than we can handle...sometimes u have to go through the valley to get to the mountain and believe it or not u learn from these times that seem so difficult...things can always be worse...your children could be dead or u could be physically or mentally unable to work at all...choose to make the changes in your life to bring u happiness and take accountability for the good and bad decisions u have made...my grandmother told me to look in the mirror and chose to be happy...don't let life's struggles get u down...our time on earth is nothing compared to eternity...make positive changes and choices...I normally never comment but felt u needed it...u will be in my prayers
darkness

Dallas, TX

#7 Dec 13, 2012
At this point I see no way out. Parents disagreed with some choices I made which although in most eyes was ok but them not so much so I do not have them. I have no one but my son. I dont know how it got this bad so fast. Prayers please

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#8 Dec 13, 2012
darkness wrote:
At this point I see no way out. Parents disagreed with some choices I made which although in most eyes was ok but them not so much so I do not have them. I have no one but my son. I dont know how it got this bad so fast. Prayers please
Please contact either of these hotlines. For your son's sake, don't let your depression worsen...call now.
These people are healthcare professionals and will help you through the darkness.
Praying for you....

1-800-273-TALK

1-800-SUICIDE
will pray for you

United States

#9 Dec 13, 2012
I'm sorry you feel this way. I haven't had it so easy the past couple of years and I can relate. Maybe you do need to see a healthcare professional. I pray you're feeling better soon for yourself and your son. Merry Christmas anyway!
A Friend

United States

#10 Dec 13, 2012
Life has its ups and downs and this too shall pass.I will pray for you too.
darkness

Grapevine, TX

#11 Dec 14, 2012
A Friend wrote:
Life has its ups and downs and this too shall pass.I will pray for you too.
Are you at work with me now? If so can we go outside and talk?
Marcie

Cookeville, TN

#12 Dec 14, 2012
There's an old saying, "it's darkest before dawn." You need to seek help immediately. Don't hold your feelings in. Depression is nothing to mess with. I have been in your shoes. You just have to keep moving forward. I told everyone around me how I felt because those feelings were scaring me. And I did tell my doctor who indeed helped me. My inner circle would tell me to just focus on one day at a time. Sometimes that would be too much for me and I would focus on getting through the hour, or half day. I never thought I'd get beyond it, but I did. Doc had given me a mild anti-depressant to help. It did. You don't have to go through this alone.
darkness

Grapevine, TX

#13 Dec 14, 2012
Thanks everyone I am better today I actuall called my mom before work last night and she is going to help me out and has sent us plane ticets to see my family for the first time in years. I approached manager last night for more hours and he is going to work on it. Since Goodyear shut down we have been slow
There is Light

United States

#14 Dec 14, 2012
Just wanted you to know I have been praying for you and I will continue to do so. Glad to hear of your trip and the hope of more hours. Way to hang in there! Merry Christmas!!!
Hope For All

Monterey, TN

#15 Dec 14, 2012
Was so glad you read you felt better. I to struggle with depression. For those who are lucky enough not to have ever been through depression don't have a clue how bad it can be. I pray you find the inner peace and have a wonderful Christmas!! Please know there are those that understand you and prayer for you. May God Bless you and your son!
guest

Martin, TN

#16 Dec 15, 2012
Darlin' I know depression well. I've tried killing myself multiple times, one of which involved me driving my car into a river. It can get better, I promise. I've been this way for sure since I was 14, and if never completely went away, just hid until the time was right to come back. I am going through a major cut in hours too. We are going from 40 to 20. Not enough to support a person, let alone a family (something of which they are aware of). It's the evil of the employer or his or her company. Do not blame yourself. Do not hurt yourself. Just live the best you can, and if possible sue if it goes against regulations of the state or company.
will pray for you

United States

#17 Dec 15, 2012
So happy to hear you're feeling better!
guest

Martin, TN

#18 Dec 17, 2012
darkness wrote:
I think i am depressed all i want to do is go 2 sleep and sleep forever leave everything behind. My job is short on hours, my boss is treating me like crap, i am about to loose it all. I have not slept or ate for days. Please pray for me. I am not going to kill myself i am just so depressed i have not put up my tree yet for kids. My car is gonna get repoed gonna loose house everything. It seems i do nothing right anymore. WHY GOD WHY ME! I try to be a good person and help others yet something always goes wrong. So pray for me and my family
I was the same way when I went to UTM. Professors wouldn't answer any questions I asked (like many students questions raised during assignments). I blamed my depression on family history and personal problems. But at the same time I blame the school for hiring people unwilling to help. I tried everything I know to gain help. I came after class or on breaks. Maybe I was so unlucky as to have professors who were out during my breaks, it's possible. But after I tried to kill myself and failed, I realized it was not the place for me.
guest

Martin, TN

#19 Dec 17, 2012
darkness wrote:
At this point I see no way out. Parents disagreed with some choices I made which although in most eyes was ok but them not so much so I do not have them. I have no one but my son. I dont know how it got this bad so fast. Prayers please
Prayers are with you. <3. If you believe in God know that he is with you too.
Mary Jo

United States

#20 Dec 17, 2012
I hope you feel better! Have a Merry Christmas!

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