Somebody that I use to know

Somebody that I use to know

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Since: Dec 12

Morocco, IN

#1 Jan 2, 2013
Life and pain changes people. I think the more I see them the more I realize that they will never be who I thought they was. I use to think they were the strongest best of the best and now I see things more clearly. I guess I knew from the start exactly how it would end. I just hate when what others try to tell me turn out to be right about someone. Using this forum as a blog. No one has to comment this is just for me. I already know none of them ever get on here so its safe. Not that they would care even if they did. Tonight just changed alot of what I thought I knew. Strange night to say the least. Now what to do with my weekend. I am proud of my choice of how to live my life but still wondering how to fill my time. I think I finally am ready to drift off to my dreams. Atleast I already have plans for tommorow to keep myself busy.

“"All gave some, Some gave all"”

Since: Dec 12

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#2 Jan 3, 2013
Have seen many of your posts on here and understand that someone has hurt you deeply. Sorry this has happened to you. You say in this post "Tonight just changed a lot of what I thought I knew", hopefully this change is for the better. Would be great to see a happy, upbeat post from you. As for your weekend, how about forgetting momentarily about the past. Get out and do something for you. Something that makes you happy. Best of luck to you and may you find the happiness that you deserve.
Yeah

Tucker, GA

#3 Jan 3, 2013
Or a mussle will work too!

Since: Dec 12

United States

#4 Jan 3, 2013
I dont need your negative comment Yeah. Anyways to the other comment thank you but I lost the things that made me happy. No I kinda just coast through my life now. I have accepted that. But no the thing that was brought to my attention last night was not for the good. I realized that someone is not the strong person I thought he was. Makes me sad.
Yeah

Tucker, GA

#5 Jan 3, 2013
The damn wind makes you sad spaceCadet
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Tucker, GA

#6 Jan 3, 2013
And all 3000 of your poor me posts
Make everybody else that way
heresathought

Tucker, GA

#7 Jan 3, 2013
Submissive Princess wrote:
Life and pain changes people. I think the more I see them the more I realize that they will never be who I thought they was. I use to think they were the strongest best of the best and now I see things more clearly. I guess I knew from the start exactly how it would end. I just hate when what others try to tell me turn out to be right about someone. Using this forum as a blog. No one has to comment this is just for me. I already know none of them ever get on here so its safe. Not that they would care even if they did. Tonight just changed alot of what I thought I knew. Strange night to say the least. Now what to do with my weekend. I am proud of my choice of how to live my life but still wondering how to fill my time. I think I finally am ready to drift off to my dreams. Atleast I already have plans for tommorow to keep myself busy.
. Honey, I wasn't being a troll yestrrday. I am glad that you have your own page. Good luck to you. Forgive a old lady for my intrusions, I am older than the women at the shack. Which a stated yesterday. Seventy-one real close but not that young. I only wish for you to find inner peace and not dwell in the past. When I statef about others like you. I meant suffering over a past relationship. All of you are to young to endure anguish. Again I am sorry about sounding hateful. That was not my intention. It was to pay it forward . I had a wise friend once who helped me out of a similar situation.
wow

Tucker, GA

#8 Jan 3, 2013
I know how you feel. I was cheated on by someone I spent years with.. thousands on.. got flowers for often.. gifts.. food.. books.. now the truths out and I am moving on to better people and a better me. Keep your head up, and forget them like I am doing.
FisH

Tucker, GA

#9 Jan 3, 2013
AW BullShit!
Quit playing multiple me's you fruitloop!
RodeoGirl

Princeton, KY

#10 Jan 3, 2013
She is playing multiple people so it looks like people respond.
FisH

Tucker, GA

#11 Jan 3, 2013
Yeah we ALL now!
If she wasn't so fake about it, and didn't do it?
It would be different.

Since: Dec 12

Florence, AL

#12 Jan 3, 2013
I havent been anyone else besides my own name that I stay logged into all the time. A long time back I was dreamer besides that nothing else. And I dont even agree with anything they are saying. I admit its nice but I am not getting over it I am not moving on to other people. I dont want other men. I dont want to go have sex. I just want to get through my life alone and then die. Thats all. And again this is just my blog you dont have to read it you dont have to respond to it. Just leave me alone if you have nothing but made up negative things to say to me. I want to know what you all get out of bullying me. Why do you enjoy being rude cruel heartless jerks? Is it because you are so miserable with your own lives you want to take it out on the person suffering through life. You feel like a bigger person by picking on the depressed girl. I wont worry about anything you all say to me because I know that what you do to others come back to you so either someone will end up bullying you or maybe even someone you love or care about. You might feel like the worthless troll trash that you all are if your kid was depressed like me and kill themselves. You should be ashamed but you would have to have moral fiber of some type to feel regret for picking on me and not just leaving me alone. As to those who was nice to me I appreciate you caring and wishing me the best but there is no hope left for me. And as to my haters I have done said a million times theres only one way to stop me from posting and if that happened I swear on everything I would never ever post again. But I know it wont none of you are that smart to stop me. Never will change nothing is going to stop my posts just like nothing is going to stop my miserable excuse for a life. I hate my life and myself enough I dont need any of you making it worse. Shame on your trolls. You must be evil scum of the Earth to want to pick on a depressed stranger.
Helper

Hopkinsville, KY

#13 Jan 3, 2013
It seems that you may be suffering from depression, but there is hope if you want to feel better. There is absolutely nothing wrong with taking medicine to help you through a difficult time. Sometimes our neurochemistry gets imbalanced and we need help, just as a diabetic might need insulin to balance blood sugar. Some people get in a "comfort zone" when they are depressed and choose not to seek help, but there are options available. I suggest you talk to a doctor. No one should feel hopeless.

Since: Dec 12

Morocco, IN

#14 Jan 3, 2013
I already have been on anti depressants. I dont need pills forced on me. What I need is my old life and the things that use to make me happy. Thats it. Nothing else. And I wont ever get that so happiness and hope gone. Thanks for the advice though but I already tried pills and I dont mean just one I have tried 6 different medications before so its not that I just didnt find the right one. Pills wont bring my happiness back. Ive even tried booze to medicate myself as well and that just seemed to make it worse. Thats why I am prepared to live an unhappy life alone until I some day die. That is all. No one cared. The things that made me happy dont care if I am dead in a ditch some where. I get it all of you all have friends and are happy and have love and I am happy for you but do you have to bash on me or cut me down I have enough troubling me with every day life. And as I said before to my haters if you dont like what I write then I suggest you not read it because none of you are smart enough to stop me cause theres only one way and that way isnt happening.

“"All gave some, Some gave all"”

Since: Dec 12

Location hidden

#15 Jan 3, 2013
There is always hope for happiness, believe me, I speak from experience. Girl you would not believe the things I have seen or the things I have experienced. Yet I have realized that my personal happiness is controled by ME. If you are choosing to be unhappy , then I am deeply sorry, becouse there is so much out there to be happy about. If nothing else do something nice for somebody else, that always makes me happy.

Since: Dec 12

Morocco, IN

#16 Jan 3, 2013
No I know what made me happy and that is gone. No one knows what it is like to know you would literally give all the money time and tears you have just to have one more time of getting to feel the happiness I once did. And its gone for forever. I have tried new things and nothing even comes close to compare. I have tried and I know what will and wont make me happy. Point blank. I know you are trying to be nice to me and I thank you for that so much but none of it will change how I feel ever.
curio

Tucker, GA

#17 Jan 3, 2013
What was it that made you happy and why is it gone?

“"All gave some, Some gave all"”

Since: Dec 12

Location hidden

#18 Jan 3, 2013
Not trying to take away from what you had, and lost, but think about it this way; The first time you ever had a like or crush on someone it was undoubtly a good feeling, you obviously went on to bigger and better things until you found the one. Had you stopped at the first crush you would never experienced the one that has you down. If you stop at this one you will most definately deny yourself of the next best one. You deserve happiness and owe it to yourself to keep your options open and your hope up. You said you have tried new things and they just dont work, keep trying, eventually something will, you'll never know if you dont try.

Since: Dec 12

Morocco, IN

#19 Jan 3, 2013
I fell in love with someone and now they are no longer in my life to answer curio. As for Vet there is nothing that will ever compare to them ever. There is no bigger better thing coming in my life. That was it and I couldnt get it. I wasnt good enough for them. No point in trying anymore. They are gone and I wont settle for something that isnt even half as good. Trust me its best I just be done. Its horrible that I wasnt good enough but I wasnt nothing left for me now.
curio

Tucker, GA

#20 Jan 3, 2013
Why doesn't he like you?

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