Years of toughening up I guess. I am old enough to be your grandma more than likely. 19 and still in high school?<quoted text>
I go to high school, read or watch something online sometimes, and talk about things not race-related because I feel like it can be a waste of time, and I do not even bother to argue much about the things that actually have a lot to do with me and affect me personally. For years I wanted to argue so much but it just didn't do all the good I hoped it would. How do you work up the energy to talk with Damn Invasion and Heavy Fed the way you do? Why does everyone have the time to do this?
I am not sure what you mean by the way I talk, but how about them?
I can't speak for any others, I do a lot of work on line. But only part time do I work these days. I have worked for over 30 years, so I have some income from that. Days go by fast. What can I say?
I realize this is not the place (forum,etc) but I find your struggles of interest. Your gender issues I mean. I wish you well here. Truly. I don't have understanding of this, but I know it must be hard. I have not forgotten my teen years. You have more than enough to grasp and deal with, without throwing that in the mix. You must have a good support system?