Defiant1

Deer Park, TX

#11521 Nov 28, 2012
Hezekiah wrote:
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I was just pointing out the obvious that HF is mentally ill. But I consider that much preferable to the drooling idiots, racists, Teabagger scum and delusional religionists that populate the rest of this forum.
A left wing crackpot socialist mutant like you, really has no credibility as to who is mentally ill and who is not.
Defiant1

Deer Park, TX

#11522 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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I mean, "other people" who haven't heard of the Messiah
I know who the MESSiah is. His name was Barry Soetoro. Now he is the Commie-In-Charge of the United Socialist States Of America and answers to his new name of Barack Obama.
anonymous

Arlington, TX

#11523 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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So... if God has a special connection with EVERYONE... why do you look for connections to and understanding of God in the writings of people thousands of years ago?
God is inside you... for true inner peace... seek your own connection and understanding of him.
If you accept someone else's connection and understanding... then you are not connecting to God yourself.
That is what this life is all about.
God wants you to PERSONALLY seek him out... not in a church, not in a temple, not in a book or other holy place... but inside YOU.
We scour the Earth in search of answers... to a solution we already possess.
I find that I agree with the people who had a connection with God long ago, and there are many more in my faith who agree with each other and accept each others' connection with God. But, it IS about finding God inside us, because without him, we cannot understand the writing as it is meant. I accept other Christians' connection to God, and accept what they hear from God, if I decide that is where it really came from. Now, about that private conversation. Or, we can continue to discuss everything here, but I might not reveal as much personal things.
anonymous

Arlington, TX

#11524 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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So... if God has a special connection with EVERYONE... why do you look for connections to and understanding of God in the writings of people thousands of years ago?
God is inside you... for true inner peace... seek your own connection and understanding of him.
If you accept someone else's connection and understanding... then you are not connecting to God yourself.
That is what this life is all about.
God wants you to PERSONALLY seek him out... not in a church, not in a temple, not in a book or other holy place... but inside YOU.
We scour the Earth in search of answers... to a solution we already possess.
as for someone else's "understanding," apparently no one understands much at all, if you are talking about things in general. People go around trying to "understand" God on their own, and then come up with a religious doctrine that's messed up, but it certainly is about God inside us, because he can make us "understand" what we need to. People can read the Bible without God inside them, and they will get something different from what is intended. Even with God, people will misinterpret things when they try to "understand."

“Activist, Comedian, Con Man!”

Since: Jan 09

www.HeavyFed.com

#11525 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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Now, about that private conversation. Or, we can continue to discuss everything here, but I might not reveal as much personal things.
I have things I want to reveal... things I want to talk about... things I have thought about my entire life... but fear keeps me from doing so.

Not the kind of fear you might think.

I've been running from something my entire life... not wanting to accept it... denying it... rediscovering it over and over and over again... no matter where I go... there it is... waiting for me.

What is there to fear?

I am here.

I am tired of running.

(And no I'm not talking about sexuality)
anonymous

Arlington, TX

#11526 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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I have things I want to reveal... things I want to talk about... things I have thought about my entire life... but fear keeps me from doing so.
Not the kind of fear you might think.
I've been running from something my entire life... not wanting to accept it... denying it... rediscovering it over and over and over again... no matter where I go... there it is... waiting for me.
What is there to fear?
I am here.
I am tired of running.
(And no I'm not talking about sexuality)
ok. Well, I am also afraid. I am afraid of using email to contact you, since we only talk on the forum. But, if you are having trouble using a private chat in the chat room, I can instruct you on how to engage in one. Only if you want to.

“Activist, Comedian, Con Man!”

Since: Jan 09

www.HeavyFed.com

#11527 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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as for someone else's "understanding," apparently no one understands much at all, if you are talking about things in general. People go around trying to "understand" God on their own, and then come up with a religious doctrine that's messed up, but it certainly is about God inside us, because he can make us "understand" what we need to. People can read the Bible without God inside them, and they will get something different from what is intended. Even with God, people will misinterpret things when they try to "understand."
Religions are like flowers... there are many different kinds with many different smells... but they are all about the same thing, spreading propagating their own kind.

Each wants everyone to think and believe as they do.

BUT... people are different for a reason... if God would have wanted us all to think and believe the same way... he would have made us all the same.

God is a personal thing... if you don't personally seek him out and discover him first hand... you are failing the test of life.

I have no been inside a church in over 20 years... I have not touched a Bible in almost as long... but I see, hear, smell, taste, feel and talk with God every day.

“Activist, Comedian, Con Man!”

Since: Jan 09

www.HeavyFed.com

#11528 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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ok. Well, I am also afraid. I am afraid of using email to contact you, since we only talk on the forum. But, if you are having trouble using a private chat in the chat room, I can instruct you on how to engage in one. Only if you want to.
Don't you have a registered Topix account???

You can send private messages ya know?

“Land of Entrapment”

Since: Mar 11

Location hidden

#11529 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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well, not exactly. There are some people who can travel outside of their bodies (without dying), but it is supposed to be very dangerous, and I consider it unholy. J E says that animals go to heaven.
Yes, and dangerous. J E ?
anonymous

Arlington, TX

#11530 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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Religions are like flowers... there are many different kinds with many different smells... but they are all about the same thing, spreading propagating their own kind.
Each wants everyone to think and believe as they do.
BUT... people are different for a reason... if God would have wanted us all to think and believe the same way... he would have made us all the same.
God is a personal thing... if you don't personally seek him out and discover him first hand... you are failing the test of life.
I have no been inside a church in over 20 years... I have not touched a Bible in almost as long... but I see, hear, smell, taste, feel and talk with God every day.
Yeah, I think that he reveals separate things to each person, even non-believers. I DEFINITELY think he has a different experience interacting with each person, if I am to pretend to fathom his experience of things. But what do you mean when you say you do these things?
anonymous

Arlington, TX

#11531 Nov 28, 2012
Nijoni wrote:
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Yes, and dangerous. J E ?
John Eldredge, the guy I won't stop mentioning long after it has seemed very annoying in my opinion. I'm very impressed with the books I've read.
anonymous

Arlington, TX

#11532 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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Don't you have a registered Topix account???
You can send private messages ya know?
If I decide to make an account, I'll let you know. If you decide to come to the chat room, let me know. I don't want people at my school or in my area to harass me about the things I post, but it is in my opinion, slightly obvious who's posting this, anyway, to some who know me, if they're reading it.

“Activist, Comedian, Con Man!”

Since: Jan 09

www.HeavyFed.com

#11533 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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Yeah, I think that he reveals separate things to each person, even non-believers. I DEFINITELY think he has a different experience interacting with each person, if I am to pretend to fathom his experience of things. But what do you mean when you say you do these things?
I believe that by speaking with you... by interacting with you... I am communicating with God.

God is everywhere... God is everything... he screams out for us at every turn... and we keep turning the other way looking for him.

Through people, things, travel and experience... I think for some reason I am hyper aware of this connection... so my communication line with God... and his direction of my life is spot on.

Everywhere I go... everything I do... it all keeps pointing me in the same direction.

“Activist, Comedian, Con Man!”

Since: Jan 09

www.HeavyFed.com

#11534 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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If I decide to make an account, I'll let you know. If you decide to come to the chat room, let me know. I don't want people at my school or in my area to harass me about the things I post, but it is in my opinion, slightly obvious who's posting this, anyway, to some who know me, if they're reading it.
Sorry, I am not avoiding personal communication with you... I'm just not comfortable with the format of the site you sent me to, but I did register an account... so if need be...

“Land of Entrapment”

Since: Mar 11

Location hidden

#11535 Nov 28, 2012
anonymous wrote:
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John Eldredge, the guy I won't stop mentioning long after it has seemed very annoying in my opinion. I'm very impressed with the books I've read.
Interesting. I am familiar with the name and of whom you speak.
I lived in Manitou Springs for many years.

“Land of Entrapment”

Since: Mar 11

Location hidden

#11536 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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I believe that by speaking with you... by interacting with you... I am communicating with God.
God is everywhere... God is everything... he screams out for us at every turn... and we keep turning the other way looking for him.
Through people, things, travel and experience... I think for some reason I am hyper aware of this connection... so my communication line with God... and his direction of my life is spot on.
Everywhere I go... everything I do... it all keeps pointing me in the same direction.
And what "direction" might this be?

“Activist, Comedian, Con Man!”

Since: Jan 09

www.HeavyFed.com

#11537 Nov 28, 2012
Nijoni wrote:
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And what "direction" might this be?
The direction I am headed.

I've been turning away my entire life... looking for another path... I want desperately not to take another step... but God insists.

“Land of Entrapment”

Since: Mar 11

Location hidden

#11538 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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The direction I am headed.
I've been turning away my entire life... looking for another path... I want desperately not to take another step... but God insists.
Can't be more specific than that?

“I don't believe in mathematics”

Since: Aug 08

Eastland, TX

#11539 Nov 28, 2012
Heavy Fed wrote:
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The direction I am headed.
I've been turning away my entire life... looking for another path... I want desperately not to take another step... but God insists.
I doubt that God is aware of your direction, much less concerned about it.

“Activist, Comedian, Con Man!”

Since: Jan 09

www.HeavyFed.com

#11540 Nov 28, 2012
Nijoni wrote:
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Can't be more specific than that?
Towards the light.

In this life... you either head towards the darkness... or towards the light.

The further you get from one... the closer you get to the other... the more scary it becomes.

Brilliant light can be just as frightening as total darkness... most of us dwell in the comfortable middle ground and call it reality... when in fact there is so much more.

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