Big dummy, how long do you think you'd last if a MAN even started to torture you?<quoted text>
No I am not kidding, if you proved beyond all doubt that the evil thing you worship actually was a god, I would not worship that evil thing
If you even had an inkling that a supreme monster would torture you for all eternity, you don't think your 'courage' camouflages supreme stupidity?
However, simple logic and justice says that if a scientist can create life in a lab and dispose as he chooses, certainly a Supreme Being has the right.
But the curve ball is that you have a choice to be present or not.
Moreover, you judge Him as horrible because you have experienced the goodness of His minor creation and think He falls short regarding His major creation.
You've thought this through as poorly as you have equating ss couples with marriage...