Who do you support for Governor in Texas in 2010?

[anonymous]

Nijoni wrote:

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Now this I truly can relate to. When I was young, people were always telling my sister what a cute little brother she had. Even in my star winged glasses and green or gaudy pantsuits. My mother seemed to like to scalp me.(she was not the most balanced individual) Many people would tell my dad what a cute grandson he had as well. He was 48 years older than me. But the LGBT stuff was not in existance then, and I think, for myself, that was a good thing. Why? Because it never placed any idea in my head that I was anthing other than a female. I have not been mistaken for a boy since I stood my ground at 13 or something, and would not allow my mom to cut my hair anymore. I never felt confused inside though. But women, as you have described above- are treated differently in this society..and a strong women will constantly be placed under the microscope and have much jealousy against her to deal with. Women are so conditioned, as are men...I think you are confusing the issue of being unique with being the wrong sex.. perhaps..?... I can relate to what you are saying, but I can't believe God would put you in the wrong body. But as I will say again, I do not claim to understand what exactly you're going thru. What I am trying to say is do not allow the pressures of society to influence you so much. FInd yourself. Be who you already are ?

I was raised as a female and this led me to believe that I was female, but I didn't understand that women's and men's brains are different shaped and work a little differently, so it confused me why people were treating me like a woman in junior high, because I don't function like one, and I didn't understand why they could not see that. Still I tried to be female thinking they would eventually notice that I was different. No one did. Then I realized that my brain functions as a man, and when I started believing in myself that I am one, and it's not right that people misunderstand me, some people actually started to know me. God did not do anything other than he would have done, I think. It's not his fault that I am so misunderstood by imperfect people that I have to be male to be understood.

[anonymous]

Nijoni wrote:

I was a tomboy and enjoyed the things of the outdoor world....very independent.. and this threatens people, of the same sex the most even.
Being different always threatens the "norm" (so called) of society. Do it anyway. Be who God made you to be.
I am not a huge Joyce Meyer fan, but I have read some of her books. "How to be successful at being yourself" helped me a lot. You can pick up for just a couple bucks on Amazon.

I am reading Captivating by John Eldredge. I have read Wild at Heart and I found it very helpful.

[RealLifeEasyA]

anonymous wrote:

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I am reading Captivating by John Eldredge. I have read Wild at Heart and I found it very helpful.

Whoops, both John and Stasi Eldredge wrote Captivating. I got confused and should have put, that John wrote Wild at Heart.

[Nijoni]

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I failed junior year twice, failed almost every single class because I was extremely stressed and I can't explain. I've for a very long time had great difficulty concentrating with noise, but that's not the only reason.
Here's something interesting http://www.cracked.com/article_19864_6-ridicu...

I would be stressed when shooters are now a common school experience. I never had to worry of such things.

Great article. Thank you much. Says many things doesn't it? About the conditioning of this society.

[Nijoni]

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I am reading Captivating by John Eldredge. I have read Wild at Heart and I found it very helpful.

Neat..I will look into these. Have just read some about JE.
In Colorado Springs isn't it? His ministry?

[Nijoni]

anonymous wrote:

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I was raised as a female and this led me to believe that I was female, but I didn't understand that women's and men's brains are different shaped and work a little differently, so it confused me why people were treating me like a woman in junior high, because I don't function like one, and I didn't understand why they could not see that. Still I tried to be female thinking they would eventually notice that I was different. No one did. Then I realized that my brain functions as a man, and when I started believing in myself that I am one, and it's not right that people misunderstand me, some people actually started to know me. God did not do anything other than he would have done, I think. It's not his fault that I am so misunderstood by imperfect people that I have to be male to be understood.

Just know I wish you well in figuring our who you are.

When I was 21, I firmly believed I was from Adromekia in the Andromeda galaxy... At least one friend was convinced as well.
I think now it was due to feeling so foreign in my own family. So Different. ANd coming from a dysfunctional family. Divorced parents, both dysfunctional as well. So, I was trying desperately to find out who I was and how I fit in. Due to society being lost as well as my self.

I do look just like my dad's mom, so? I think probably not an alien. Funny how our minds can trick us sometimes. Pain has serious side effects. Often it takes years of working to overcome, if one ever truly does. Life is tough.

[Nijoni]

out* who you are...

[Nijoni]

Actually, I think it was more like 20, or 19 even. Many moons back.

[Mary]

Texan wrote:

May you both burn in Hell, gutless pukes that you are. A false prophet and the spawn of the Devil

You can say that again! However it's not actually 2 people. Heavy guy has all these fake profiles he uses to defend him when he feels like he needs it. Same guy both comments. I could point out some more fake profiles he has has but I feel you have to already know it anyhow. If you don't I will do it for you another time because I am busy now, if you request it of me. He can't be trusted and demented he is, anyone who would speak of the deceased in that manner.

[Heavy Fed]

Mary wrote:

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You can say that again! However it's not actually 2 people. Heavy guy has all these fake profiles he uses to defend him when he feels like he needs it. Same guy both comments. I could point out some more fake profiles he has has but I feel you have to already know it anyhow. If you don't I will do it for you another time because I am busy now, if you request it of me. He can't be trusted and demented he is, anyone who would speak of the deceased in that manner.

This is the Heavy Fed show... if you don't like it, too bad.

[Mom2]

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[Texan]

It's always about you isn't it Fed? Live from Hollywood it's The Heavy Fed Show! Very appropriate, since you are in L.A. in the land of make believe. The perfect place for a false prophet who has completely lost touch with reality. Which script writer did you hire to come up with all of you fictional adventures? First you get ran out of La Porte, then you travel to Caliofornia, hire a writter, and then you come on here and post all of his wonderful fiction as your life story. Yep it's The Heavy Fed Show.

[Heavy Fed]

Texan wrote:

It's always about you isn't it Fed? Live from Hollywood it's The Heavy Fed Show! Very appropriate, since you are in L.A. in the land of make believe. The perfect place for a false prophet who has completely lost touch with reality. Which script writer did you hire to come up with all of you fictional adventures? First you get ran out of La Porte, then you travel to Caliofornia, hire a writter, and then you come on here and post all of his wonderful fiction as your life story. Yep it's The Heavy Fed Show.

LOL

Yep... you've got it all figured out now, don't you, Nijoni?

[Texan]

I'm pretty sure she has, I know I have. Herrrrrrrrrres False Prophet. Shame you can't do a live show from La Porte.

[Heavy Fed]

Texan wrote:

Shame you can't do a live show from La Porte.

Very soon, Nijoni... very soon.

[Nijoni]

Heavy Fed wrote:

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LOL
Yep... you've got it all figured out now, don't you, Nijoni?

If you mean can I see thru your smoke and mirror routine, DUH!
Others can too as is evidenced by these posts.

Ouch again to that super ego you possess. Under all your monkiers.

[Heavy Fed]

Nijoni wrote:

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If you mean can I see thru your smoke and mirror routine, DUH!
Others can too as is evidenced by these posts.
Ouch again to that super ego you possess. Under all your monkiers.

STFU, Texan.

[Mary]

Heavy Fed wrote:

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This is the Heavy Fed show... if you don't like it, too bad.

Yup Dude you gatcha a show alright. It must make you feel important. Whatever ...

[Heavy Fed]

Mary wrote:

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Yup Dude you gatcha a show alright. It must make you feel important. Whatever ...

LOL

It's all the Heavy Fed show... you're all here for my personal entertainment.

Didn't you get the memo?

You're here... so I assume you did.

[Nijoni]

Heavy Fed wrote:

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STFU, Texan.

Make me Loser. You know I am not texan. SHow more of that love you have now. Liar and Loser. Quite the prophet.
Apparently someone has already taken a shovel to you.