Mae

Lewisburg, TN

#1 Sep 16, 2013
Have you ever had a desire to do something wrong or unwise?

Someone posted a sexual proposition to me on another Topic.
Timing was wrong. Timing was right. Timing was wrong. Timing was right.

"Lead us not into temptation and deliver us from evil."

When you live right and rejected you may want to do something wrong or unwise.

I STARTED to look for something wrong to do.

Better yet, pray for "that something" to be RIGHT or WISE.

Good things come to those who wait.
It will be WORTH the wait.
Mae

Lewisburg, TN

#2 Sep 17, 2013
Dear Ones,
There was a time of rejection where I turned to God. I chose good instead of bad reactions. For years, I lived this way. It was a choice that "wasn't enough" when what was lacking and needed was decent respect.

Decent respect never came forth and now it never will. I have been "blinded by love" and see no light from that source being turned on, ever.

Temptations are known to God. He knows when one is facing despairing circumstances way better than either of us do. He sets the Time and the Seasons for all things.

This is Time for one of His Seasons in my life. I am an old woman who has HOPE, FAITH, and CHARITY. GOD'S LIGHT is the source than has drawn me back to where I decently and respectfully remain in the Church.

My choosing St. Anne has filled a void. Closure has come to some things.
Love,
Mae
Egads

Columbia, TN

#3 Sep 17, 2013
Mae wrote:
Have you ever had a desire to do something wrong or unwise?
Someone posted a sexual proposition to me on another Topic.
Timing was wrong. Timing was right. Timing was wrong. Timing was right.
"Lead us not into temptation and deliver us from evil."
When you live right and rejected you may want to do something wrong or unwise.
I STARTED to look for something wrong to do.
Better yet, pray for "that something" to be RIGHT or WISE.
Good things come to those who wait.
It will be WORTH the wait.
Don't flatter yourself, Mae... the idiot was not propositioning you, he was just trolling you in a vulgar way. Trolling... making fun of you to get a rise out of you. Trust me, no one is going to sexually proposition you.
Hmmmm

Columbia, TN

#4 Sep 17, 2013
Mae wrote:
Dear Ones,
There was a time of rejection where I turned to God. I chose good instead of bad reactions. For years, I lived this way. It was a choice that "wasn't enough" when what was lacking and needed was decent respect.
Decent respect never came forth and now it never will. I have been "blinded by love" and see no light from that source being turned on, ever.
Temptations are known to God. He knows when one is facing despairing circumstances way better than either of us do. He sets the Time and the Seasons for all things.
This is Time for one of His Seasons in my life. I am an old woman who has HOPE, FAITH, and CHARITY. GOD'S LIGHT is the source than has drawn me back to where I decently and respectfully remain in the Church.
My choosing St. Anne has filled a void. Closure has come to some things.
Love,
Mae
Respect comes to those that deserve it. If you are not getting respect, you are the cause of that. What respect were you giving God when you publicly rejected him just weeks ago? And now claim to be 'choosing' a Saint to 'fill a void'. What void? I am thankful to God that I need no other source but Jesus to fill any void I have. Saints are Catholicism connected, so are you now becoming a Catholic? What will you be next week?
One

Columbia, TN

#5 Sep 17, 2013
My God is big enough to handle public rejection. Isn't yours?
Mae

Lewisburg, TN

#8 Sep 17, 2013
Dear Ones,
This Topic is called, Temptations. My husband had strokes and has other health concerns. No one needs to keep word bashing me or anyone else about mental illness.
I do not have any mental illness. I am nearly worn out. Nearly exhausted but I have strength to carry on. When you don't understand somebody just realize this is words and not face to face contact. Misunderstandings will be on all post.
I learned my husband may not get better. What I have lost is his mental understanding of something that he doesn't have anymore.
He is under doctor's care as well as a Psychologist.
If one more insult post to me or about me or him, I WILL REPORT ABUSE.
You have no idea about the human brain and what it goes through.
He's limited on the blood reaching his brain. When he goes blind, I have to get him to Columbia, fast!
What I post and what I change my thoughts on is fine with me. My brain is able to do this.
Whatever brings you comfort, hold on to it.
May you all rest comfortably.
Good night.
Love Mae
Reality check

Lexington, SC

#10 Sep 18, 2013
Mae wrote:
Dear Ones,
This Topic is called, Temptations. My husband had strokes and has other health concerns. No one needs to keep word bashing me or anyone else about mental illness.
I do not have any mental illness. I am nearly worn out. Nearly exhausted but I have strength to carry on. When you don't understand somebody just realize this is words and not face to face contact. Misunderstandings will be on all post.
I learned my husband may not get better. What I have lost is his mental understanding of something that he doesn't have anymore.
He is under doctor's care as well as a Psychologist.
If one more insult post to me or about me or him, I WILL REPORT ABUSE.
You have no idea about the human brain and what it goes through.
He's limited on the blood reaching his brain. When he goes blind, I have to get him to Columbia, fast!
What I post and what I change my thoughts on is fine with me. My brain is able to do this.
Whatever brings you comfort, hold on to it.
May you all rest comfortably.
Good night.
Love Mae
Allow me to make two suggestions. Stop using your real name, and stop posting personal information about yourself. What people say on here about you and to you is nothing new and is common. You in turn are doing the same thing to them. If you don't like how you are being treated on this site I would suggest you leave it. You have been everything you are accusing everyone of. What was it you like to say, you reap what you sow. You have no room for complaint. We all have personal problems, but we all do not broadcast them like you do, nor do we use our real name. Everything anyone has said about you or to you was because of what you said. You have control of your own actions. If you don't like what is being said here you have the right to walk away and not come back. People have been genuine with you, they have tried to help you, they have made suggestions and you just come back and trample all over them. Honey, if anyone is doing any abusing is it is you abusing others. You need a reality check.
Hmmmm

Columbia, TN

#11 Sep 18, 2013
Mae wrote:
Dear Ones,
This Topic is called, Temptations. My husband had strokes and has other health concerns. No one needs to keep word bashing me or anyone else about mental illness.
I do not have any mental illness. I am nearly worn out. Nearly exhausted but I have strength to carry on. When you don't understand somebody just realize this is words and not face to face contact. Misunderstandings will be on all post.
I learned my husband may not get better. What I have lost is his mental understanding of something that he doesn't have anymore.
He is under doctor's care as well as a Psychologist.
If one more insult post to me or about me or him, I WILL REPORT ABUSE.
You have no idea about the human brain and what it goes through.
He's limited on the blood reaching his brain. When he goes blind, I have to get him to Columbia, fast!
What I post and what I change my thoughts on is fine with me. My brain is able to do this.
Whatever brings you comfort, hold on to it.
May you all rest comfortably.
Good night.
Love Mae
Where did anyone bash you and your mental issues on this topic? But now with this post of yours, you have opened that can of worms.
U got to be kidding me

Columbia, TN

#12 Sep 18, 2013
Mae wrote:
Dear Ones,
This Topic is called, Temptations. My husband had strokes and has other health concerns. No one needs to keep word bashing me or anyone else about mental illness.
I do not have any mental illness. I am nearly worn out. Nearly exhausted but I have strength to carry on. When you don't understand somebody just realize this is words and not face to face contact. Misunderstandings will be on all post.
I learned my husband may not get better. What I have lost is his mental understanding of something that he doesn't have anymore.
He is under doctor's care as well as a Psychologist.
If one more insult post to me or about me or him, I WILL REPORT ABUSE.
You have no idea about the human brain and what it goes through.
He's limited on the blood reaching his brain. When he goes blind, I have to get him to Columbia, fast!
What I post and what I change my thoughts on is fine with me. My brain is able to do this.
Whatever brings you comfort, hold on to it.
May you all rest comfortably.
Good night.
Love Mae
you may not like what other say not everyone does but what right do you have of comin here like this and expect not to be treated like everyone else?people have said some unkind things to me (beside you) but I dont threaten them like you do. you know full well of how people are on topix! you bring this on yourself.you say one day you are this and the next day you are that.you change direction like a broken boat rudder .you say wishy-washy things and act a fool and then expect no one to say a word? THAT is crazy talk. this is not a blog.you come here lookin for starin trouble and say weird things and post topics like this one. Temptations? you first two posts were full of YOUR opinions and YOUR statements. opinions and statements that many do not agree with and will comment on.and then you dont want anyone to say nothinyou don't like. that is BS.now I suppose you will accuse me of cussin, right? cussin just like you have done.you done worse see... that is what you do. You accuse other of bein like you.get that plank out of your eye before you attempt to remove the splinter from someone else. you want to start reportin people for ABUSE you better report yourself first. weve been down this road before .this is just another repeat of what you have said in the pass.
Mae

Lewisburg, TN

#13 Sep 18, 2013
Dear Ones,
The mislabeling of anyone as having a mental illness is wrong! That is just like a bully or a hate crime. If you aren't writing that to me it should not bother you. It has been picking up again in Topix and I stated why and what I will do.
Did either of you notice what I wrote about my husband's health? Compassion did not come across hopefully it will.
This Community doesn't have to be critical of me anymore.
My heart and soul is where it is and my spirit is better after gaining some insight on my husband's early childhood development. I appreciate this gift of understanding him as he is and not to hold any more complaints. You see, abuse is unhealthy.
He has chosen to legally change his name when he realized the abuse that was done in his life. I legally changed my birth names years ago for healing.
I admit, I have contaminated my life and have also contributed to my life. To those I have knowingly harmed and to those I unknowingly harmed, I DEARLY ask for YOUR forgiveness.
I will light a candle for each of you, now.
Good night.
Love,
Mae
Suggestions

Bethesda, MD

#14 Sep 19, 2013
No offense, Mae, but everyone knows that Topix is riddled with trolls. I understand your need for compassion, but you also need to understand that your expectations are too high when it comes to this site. Yes, people do have compassion, but to come here and expect it is a little unreasonable, knowing the type of site it is.

I have said it before, and I will say it again, there are many more compassionate websites you can go to. There are sites you can ask competent people, doctors and the like about your questions you have posted here. Would you go to a car oil change store and ask for milk? No. So why come to a site rife with non compassionate trolls with absolutely no medical knowledge with medical questions? You have to admit, you have posted some off the wall comments that causes others to question your mentally. In some cases, you have egged them on, and encouraged it.

Are you expecting these people to treat you differently than everyone else simply because you and your husband have health issues? I feel for you, I truly do, but I am afraid your expectations will be dashed over and over on this site. Why can you not see that?

Have you not noticed you have singled yourself out by identifying who you are, and by posting your life issues? NO ONE, NO ONE else has done that but you alone. And the ones that have identified someone else receive the same harassment and abuse you do. And yet you keep coming back for more. Why?

There really are not many people on this site to begin with, so what are you looking to accomplish? Are you looking for friendship, conversation, what exactly are you looking for?

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