I am sorry i'm so lost

[Never meant to]

Hurt u, i am sorry for bashing u on here. I just don't know how to let go of the anger & ill feelings. I hear things that idk are true or not. I told u i would always love u & no i don't want to take u away from where u want to be. I don't want to feel i have to force u to love me. I've never been so confused & hurt in my entire life. I don't know what that ''you will face me'' was all about either & it's really got me confused. I am very serious about my mind being confused, it's no joke. I have so much trouble remembering & focusing from being sick. Again i'm sorry.

[Dale]

Hi friend, maybe you should tell this person face to face, instead of on the internet, in town.

[Never meant to]

Well Dale, I don't know where to find this person honestly or i would. Also i don't have the energy & finances to drive around looking either. I would like to be able to do that but i don't it will ever happen so i posted here.

[Hey]

Never meant to wrote:

Well Dale, I don't know where to find this person honestly or i would. Also i don't have the energy & finances to drive around looking either. I would like to be able to do that but i don't it will ever happen so i posted here.

How is this person supposed to know if this is for them or not? Who is this for?

[Never meant to]

Hey wrote:

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How is this person supposed to know if this is for them or not? Who is this for?

Idk i figure that they would be smart enough to figure out some of the comments in the post. I'm not gonna post their name anymore, i've done it before elsewhere & i know that person wants things ''private''?

[Never meant to]

Question for Dale, would you continously ignore someone who is trying to reach out?

[Never meant to]

I am really confused & not quiet understanding some of the things i've been seeing & hearing lately. If only u would talk to me so i could understand. It's driving me nutz i mean seriously! Very disturbing things that i find impossible to believe.

[radar]

i'm sorry, but it sounds to me that if you have no idea where this person is, then you obviously have no real relationship with this person. you need to let it go and redirect your thoughts to something else more constructive. doesn't matter what you're hearing. if you don't know how to reach them, then it's not real and you need to just move on. for your own sanity.

[Never meant to]

I appreciate u trying to advise me, but i won't ever be able to move on until i get to face this person with the truth. Unlike other's it's not so easy for some. I have tried moving on, sometimes not getting closure prevents that & maybe that was his way of knowing how to really stick it to me. I also don't think he believes me & i want him to! I don't want there to be any doubts.