It's sad is what it is

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Why

United States

#1 Mar 14, 2013
That you've shared so much with someone. Those things about yourself you never told anyone else. That side of yourself you've never shared with another in that way. Then to be treated like you were nothing, that you never existed to that person. So what is a person to think when someone tells you they felt the same way but turn in an instant on you...why would anyone think that is normal when that one person moved heaven & earth to be with you! Oh i'm sure you'll judge this in some negative way. Just like when you called me that awful name in july 2011.
Keep this in MIND

United States

#2 Mar 15, 2013
Remember this is what you were dealing with!

http://youtu.be/B0K7oAoDkVg
Minimalisim revivalist

United States

#3 Mar 15, 2013
Why do you bizarre individuals continue to post one-sided personal conversations that are intended for a specific party on a public forum?

Seeking attention?

Lonely?

Crazy?

Schizophrenic?

Please stop. It's useless, utterly boring and a little alarming.

If you have things to discuss with an ex-lover, say it to them, don't rant anonymously into the gutters and alleyways of the Internet.
Say what

United States

#4 Mar 15, 2013
Minimalisim revivalist wrote:
Why do you bizarre individuals continue to post one-sided personal conversations that are intended for a specific party on a public forum?
Seeking attention?
Lonely?
Crazy?
Schizophrenic?
Please stop. It's useless, utterly boring and a little alarming.
If you have things to discuss with an ex-lover, say it to them, don't rant anonymously into the gutters and alleyways of the Internet.
I don't see a conversation with anyone on here.

What are you reading i obviously don't see?

I see 2 replies. Yours and one other giving unfounded advice.

See things much?
Yo peeps

United States

#5 Mar 15, 2013
Wanna see what real crazy nuts and lonely is.
Just stroll on over to morristown topix and you will find it bahahaha!
Minimalisim revivalist

United States

#6 Mar 15, 2013
Say what wrote:
<quoted text>
I don't see a conversation with anyone on here.
What are you reading i obviously don't see?
I see 2 replies. Yours and one other giving unfounded advice.
See things much?
You post random inane heartaching pleas ad nauseum on this forum.

Dare I say, the person you intend this for are not reading them.

Take a break from cyberspace and read a book or take a walk outside and get some fresh air.

Time heals all wounds and there are more fish in the sea, etc.

Topix gets that you feel wronged and spurned by someone. You don't have to keep screaming for attention.
Why

United States

#7 Mar 15, 2013
Whoever all of you are. You are all crazy yourselves & f'n paranoid.
This is my post & I wasn't speaking to any of you. I didn't ask for any advice. I have a special person for that. So whatever have fun guessing & assuming.
Why

United States

#9 Mar 16, 2013
Minimalisim revivalist wrote:
Why do you bizarre individuals continue to post one-sided personal conversations that are intended for a specific party on a public forum?
Seeking attention?
Lonely?
Crazy?
Schizophrenic?
Please stop. It's useless, utterly boring and a little alarming.
If you have things to discuss with an ex-lover, say it to them, don't rant anonymously into the gutters and alleyways of the Internet.
To answer your questions. No I am not crazy, have tons of proof to back me up! No i'm not lonely & as for attention, I have plenty of that. Is it the attention that I would like to have? No it isn't. I gave my heart to this person that broke it in a million pieces & it's been slow putting back the pieces. Have I tried moving on? Yes. Sometimes there is that person u truly love & thought they felt the same. I moved heaven & earth to be with him, I went thru tons of stress to do it, but he was worth it to me. I thought after hearing everyday for over a year how much he loved me & wanted to be with me was real. That I was the love of his life & future wife as he stated to his friends with me present. I was ready & prepared to start our life together as I so truly wanted & thought he did as well. Then for someone to walk away from u without any real honest answers makes a person wonder wth happened. I never claimed to be perfect & I guess if words can make a person hate u then they must have been lying to u from the start.
Was it all a lie? Was a big set up for a thrill? You don't just give up on someone who went out of their way for u unless there is an issue more deeper than what has been revealed! I try to balance it & I try to come up with my own answers as to why someone could be so cold & unfeeling. We parted once & the next time he told me, I was the missing piece in his life the one he thought of everyday, how he missed me. Then back to the cold again, ignoring & treating someone like none of it all mattered.like I never even existed. You tell me that wouldn't severly emotionally effect u? Well your a tough skinned person without a heart.
I have a heart & I am a human being that has never hurt anyone the way this person has me. I want to understand & don't know how. When u have shared so much with someone that those things meant something to u & it makes u wonder what it all meant to him. I am not addict of any kind & never have been. I have struggled with my emotions & delt with alot of loss all on my own.
If this alarming to u then I take it u haven't visited the morristown topix as advised by the other poster & seen what real nuts is. This is my choice to do this, just as it's my choice to do whatever else I feel I need to. The good Lord above gave me a brain to think with to make my own decisions. I don't need other's telling me how & what to do with my life, like this man I speak of has to rely on. No one is better than me & I claim to be no better than anyone else. When someone constantly tells someone they have a problem. How about u come be me for a day & know what i've felt. See the damage that has been done for trying to trust & believe in someone that wanted u to. How can I? Is what everyone told me true? Well it appears it is because this man has not once tried to tell me other wise. Everyone has told me for over a year now things would get better, you'll find someone that will love u & that I will be looking back at this laughing. Well it hasn't happened. I pray to God every day that he will help me in some way forget all of this, to help me find my happiness. I want that more than anything. I know this, I wouldn't ever ignore someone, it's not in my heart & mind to be so cruel. So honestly, who is really controlling who? If someone fears in speaking with me because they are afraid of facing the truth, then your still living a lie. I just want him to know, don't ever say I didn't love u, because that is a pure straight out lie! Sorry if I offend anyone. I'm me & u are u.
Hmmmmm

Loudon, TN

#10 Mar 17, 2013
Over a year waiting huh? You may want to consider the severity of your lies that you spun in order to keep him. The ones you told him, your family,your so called friends and the lies you tried to convince him were true about his wife because you wanted him to want only you! Perhaps you are the one who built the whole thing on a lie and when he realized the depth of all the falsehoods you created, he walked away because everything he believed about you was the lie. Maybe he hasn't contacted you because he forgives you and just simply chooses to move on now that he knows the truth. Use this as a chance to change future behavior and stop wallowing in past mistakes.
Why

United States

#11 Mar 18, 2013
Hmmmmm wrote:
Over a year waiting huh? You may want to consider the severity of your lies that you spun in order to keep him. The ones you told him, your family,your so called friends and the lies you tried to convince him were true about his wife because you wanted him to want only you! Perhaps you are the one who built the whole thing on a lie and when he realized the depth of all the falsehoods you created, he walked away because everything he believed about you was the lie. Maybe he hasn't contacted you because he forgives you and just simply chooses to move on now that he knows the truth. Use this as a chance to change future behavior and stop wallowing in past mistakes.
Think you must have a similiar story as mine but in most of what u have posted is false in my story. I didn't lie about myself or who I am. I don't need forgiveness for trying to protect myself from the things he accused me of wrongly. I never told untrue things about his wife, I didn't even know her. I only repeated what he stated about her & his friends. So what was said about her started with them. The only mistake I made was trusting someone who abused my trust. I don't want or need this person in my life. I just wanted to understand certain things.
Minimalisim revivalist

Duluth, GA

#13 Mar 18, 2013
It's clear you are the same person making these fake responses.

You are a certifiable lunatic.

It really is sad, at least you are right about that.

Sad that this is all you have in life. A make believe world that revolves around an Internet forum.
Why

Bowling Green, KY

#14 Mar 18, 2013
Minimalisim revivalist wrote:
It's clear you are the same person making these fake responses.
You are a certifiable lunatic.
It really is sad, at least you are right about that.
Sad that this is all you have in life. A make believe world that revolves around an Internet forum.
Oh I am huh? Lmao. Well how do you come up with that conclusion? Please do tell. Maybe you are me to...hahahahaha!
Minimalisim revivalist

United States

#15 Mar 18, 2013
I have been watching you.

I know everything you do.

I am your stalker.
The big G

United States

#16 Mar 18, 2013
I love c@ck in my mouth and up my arse.
Dale

Duluth, GA

#17 Mar 18, 2013
Hi friends,

Sorry about all these posts, it's actually been me the whole time. I'm also the same person posting stuff on the Morristown board.

I just get so lonely in town.
The big G

United States

#18 Mar 18, 2013
Hi Dale, would you like to come over and see my c@ck?

My wife won't mind she will watch.

Then you won't be lonely.
Dale

Duluth, GA

#19 Mar 18, 2013
The big G wrote:
Hi Dale, would you like to come over and see my c@ck?
My wife won't mind she will watch.
Then you won't be lonely.
Hi friend,

I don't think I'd care to see your penis, but I'd sure love to see your wifes bush. I like it real hairy and unkempt and I bet your wife has a real nice one.

Do you live off of bluebird rd?

I can be there in 15 minutes.

In town.
Dale

Duluth, GA

#20 Mar 19, 2013
Hi friends,

Please get back to me about your wifes abundance of pubic hair. My friend Nick Giles would like to set up a photoshoot for her so he can feature her in his soon to be released book.

Please get back to me, in town.

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