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Anon

Aliso Viejo, CA

#746 Apr 11, 2007
Trublue wrote:
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You and me both Anon. Wish I knew who you were so I could include you in the group who's working on this offline.
Well, thanks Trublue it is so nice to feel your support and the many kind loving people of this forum. It certainly has given me much comfort in the deep pain that I just could not seem to get over. I knew I could not just let it go--

I sometimes felt like I was feeling the pain more than his own parents were. Since Louix seems to be a sociopath and I'm not sure if Mom is "all there".

I may want to work with you offline-I will think about it.

love, peace and wisdom.

Since: Mar 07

Aliso Viejo, CA

#747 Apr 11, 2007
whats important wrote:
at the end of the day, do you remember what even happened? or are you too wrapped up in conspiring? at the end of the day i remember a friend, a beautiful soul, a loved one, who has tragically left our world. trublue, stop and really think about what you're saying and pray to god that all those boys aren't reading what you're saying. i know who you really are. and for everyone else, i pray that you remember everything positive about jash... how he would light up our days with his bright smile or crack a dumb joke, before you have the courage to say anything further. when it all comes down to it, all of us have loved and lost the same person, and we shouldn't be arguing with one another on a blog site. if you're really upset and feel the need to voice your feelings, take it to a higher authority.
What? I want to get to the truth. I haven't seen where I should pray to God "all those boys aren't reading what you're saying". I don't know what on earth you're talking about. I could care less if you know who I am, but please know for sure before you blame someone unfairly. Have the courage to call me and talk to me directly. Maybe you have misunderstood something I have posted.

I think it would be an injustice to Jasha not to get to the bottom of his suicide or murder. Don't you think Jasha would want justice for his death? If he killed himself, don't you think he'd want us to know why so his loved ones don't consider taking the same route?

Thinking positive thoughts are fine and good for you if they make your pain go away. You see, at the end of the day I DO remember the tragedy that happened. That is precisely why it's important to at least know the authorities have left no stone unturned.

Since: Apr 07

Irvine, CA

#748 Apr 11, 2007
Anon wrote:
Well if it looks like a duck and it quacks like a duck it is probably a duck
If it looks like a cult leader and acts like a cult leader it is probably a cult leader
and if it looks like a molester and acts like a molester it is probably a molester.
Anon.... I believe you are responding to my posting... My Love 4 Jasha... I do not know you and based on your one sided non fact postings, I will dismiss you. If you knew who I was you would be embarassed by your comments. Keep to the facts... if you have personal information or know someone that can assist, then encourage that loved one to come forward; to law enforcement, a counselor, teacher, doctor, nurse, fire offical and such. There are laws in place for these professional individuals to push it forward. Your sharp tongue is harmful to the children we are trying to protect.
Keeping Jasha in mind and the forefront...
Chris G myspace trib

Aurora, CO

#749 Apr 11, 2007
Yup you guys have pinpointed it laguna hills moms. I am a 40 year old god worshiper. good job youve solved the mystery....but really to tell you the truth I am 14 years old, Ive never met louix, I dont care what happened or how it happened to Jasha because I know in my heart that the person who did it to him will be put to justice without my help or your help. YOU COMING ON HERE TELLING EVERYONE THAT HIS FATHER IS A CHILD MOLESTER AND SOME WEIRDO BECAUSE OF WHAT HE BELIEVES IS NOT GOING TO HELP SHIT! GOD DAMN WHAT A CONCEPT!

Since: Mar 07

Aliso Viejo, CA

#750 Apr 11, 2007
My Love 4 Jasha wrote:
As an observer of this site, I have knowledge and have come forward. I appreciate all of your passion. But let us not forget why people from far and near are posting.... it is for our beloved Jasha. He is still to us a bright warm funny smart beautiful caring young man.... who still today brings a smile to our face.
If you look into the sky you will see stars.... one may be the window to Jasha, looking down, watching over us.
Please keep in mind our children that are still in the midst of this... I employ you to take caution with you heartfelt words as they, through Jasha, are trying to find a means to this all. Let us all keep a level head and keep our eye on the ball. With appreciation......
What a beautiful sentiment. Well said.

Since: Apr 07

Irvine, CA

#751 Apr 11, 2007
VERY close friend in AUS wrote:
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hi, i'm wondering who you are because that is me singing and my friends playing that song!!!
how did you get the song?....from the video of the memorial cos that's the performance.
we recorded the song the other day, it sounds SO much better...would you want a copy? or anyone else who has heard it?
i know it sounds a bit odd, but we were playing at his memorial and we were really emotional(holding back tears). the special thing about this song is that me and my friend Senie, wrote it. we grew up with jasha when he lived in AUS.
thank you for playing the song!
i am just amazed that it's on a site =)
Aurora
Hello "VERY close friend in AUS"
I have listened to your beautiful song... would it be possible for you to transcribe the words for me?
Thank you for loving Jasha as we do here.....
Respectfully....
whats important

Mission Viejo, CA

#752 Apr 11, 2007
while i get a full rest at night thinking about the good times i've had with jasha, you can not sleep one wink worrying about what your next "blog response" will be. i speak on behalf of those boys when i say you ALL need to watch your tongues. they read this too. it hurts them all to read all these vicious things everyone is saying. maybe we don't live in a perfect world, but look at how all of us have untied from the close bond we had right after jashas death. this is disgusting and all of you should be spending valuable time with your families rather than reading all these pitiful posts.

i love you jasha japp-young. you will ALWAYS be in my heart. i will NEVER forget you.
weeping heart

San Diego, CA

#753 Apr 11, 2007
How could we allow such hing to happen to our beloved, and handsome Joshua, every one that new him must have known something was not right,just by knowing whom he had to call dad, and why did joshua was picked up by some parents from the hotel to car pool, what was he hdoing in a hotel, and who took him there. If Joshua had indeed killed himself, may be to expose the life he was forced to live, and to put an end to it. I pray to allmighty God to help us find peace soon by finding the truth, all the truth, and to put the guilty where he belong. love you Joshua, I hope you can look down and see how much you are loved, and how many you left broken hearted.

Since: Mar 07

Victoria, Canada

#754 Apr 11, 2007
My Love 4 Jasha wrote:
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Anon.... I believe you are responding to my posting... My Love 4 Jasha... I do not know you and based on your one sided non fact postings, I will dismiss you. If you knew who I was you would be embarassed by your comments. Keep to the facts... if you have personal information or know someone that can assist, then encourage that loved one to come forward; to law enforcement, a counselor, teacher, doctor, nurse, fire offical and such. There are laws in place for these professional individuals to push it forward. Your sharp tongue is harmful to the children we are trying to protect.
Keeping Jasha in mind and the forefront...
This is either Louie talking or someone close to him. Why would 'anon' be embarassed to know who you are? If you are so important, who are you?'Anon's' passionate resolve to get to the heart of this tragedy is anything but harmful. I applaude you 'anon'. I know you won't give up!
INSENSITIVE ANON

AOL

#755 Apr 11, 2007
Anon wrote:
Maybe we need to split this forum into two separate forums.
Since everyone's input is super important.
The Family people can be on one forum and the Gay people can be on the other one.
Then everybody will be happy and you can look at the other forum only if you choose to.
Peace.
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IGNORANT YOU SOUND? I AM OUTRAGED THAT YOU WOULD SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! I AM NOT GAY AND DO NOT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THOSE THAT ARE AND FOR YOU TO MAKE A COMMENT ABOUT 'The Family people can be on one forum and the Gay people can be on the other one,' YOU ARE SO STUPID!!!! DO YOU THINK THAT GAY PEOPLE DON'T HAVE FAMILIES AND FEELINGS TOO? YOU ARE VERY INSENSITIVE AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. IT'S COMMENTS LIKE THOSE THAT SPREAD HATE AND TEACH THE CHILDREN THAT IT IS NOT OKAY TO BE THEMSELVES, GAY OR NOT. SHAME ON YOU, ANON!!!!!
Princess Of Power

Shawnigan Lake, Canada

#756 Apr 11, 2007
anon wrote:
the only way you can truly know this is if you yourself have slept with him...recently
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That doesn't make any sense since I'm a woman. Ask him yourself. Just read his book. loui is a self proclaimed gay sex addict. I'm not saying there is anything wrong with being gay. I just know he is. Everyone knows he is. It's not new information. Get your head out of the sand. Than maybe you could see things as they really are ; )
Princess Of Power

Shawnigan Lake, Canada

#757 Apr 11, 2007
Anon wrote:
Maybe we need to split this forum into two separate forums.
Since everyone's input is super important.
The Family people can be on one forum and the Gay people can be on the other one.
Then everybody will be happy and you can look at the other forum only if you choose to.
Peace.
Listen!!!! You really need to be more responsible!!!!! You have preached your religious beliefs, and now you're saying that gay issues and and family issues are different issues???!!!! YOU and loui are one and the same. Go right now and take a good look in the mirror!!!
Princess Of Power

Shawnigan Lake, Canada

#758 Apr 11, 2007
Anon wrote:
Maybe we need to split this forum into two separate forums.
Since everyone's input is super important.
The Family people can be on one forum and the Gay people can be on the other one.
Then everybody will be happy and you can look at the other forum only if you choose to.
Peace.
I think this forum should split into two. One with those people who actually knew Jasha, loved him, and want the truth to be reveled. And those that have nothing better to do with their time, than come on this forum and try and force their beliefs on everyone else. So go ahead, start you own forum. Bye-bye
get it right

Irvine, CA

#759 Apr 11, 2007
its JASHA. J-A-S-H-A.
concerned neighbor

Valencia, CA

#760 Apr 12, 2007
I am a neighbor; I drive past the memorial of Jasha every day. I'm not concerned with Louix's sexual preferences or his faith. I'm concerned for the safety of my neighborhood and my children. What is the latest with the investigation?
jnc

Rancho Mirage, CA

#761 Apr 12, 2007
anon1 wrote:
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How should we contact you?
you can contact me at [email protected] i really want to hear from Jasha's friends or those familiar with Louix.

thankx
jnc

Rancho Mirage, CA

#762 Apr 12, 2007
Princess Of Power wrote:
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Who are you?
What radio station do you work for?
i am an independent producer. i have access to many media outlets and will take this story to all of them until someone picks it up. my little sister was a good friend of Jasha's and for her and all of his other friends, i will do what i can to get his story out.
Anon

Aliso Viejo, CA

#763 Apr 12, 2007
INSENSITIVE ANON wrote:
<quoted text>
DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW IGNORANT YOU SOUND? I AM OUTRAGED THAT YOU WOULD SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT!! I AM NOT GAY AND DO NOT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THOSE THAT ARE AND FOR YOU TO MAKE A COMMENT ABOUT 'The Family people can be on one forum and the Gay people can be on the other one,' YOU ARE SO STUPID!!!! DO YOU THINK THAT GAY PEOPLE DON'T HAVE FAMILIES AND FEELINGS TOO? YOU ARE VERY INSENSITIVE AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF. IT'S COMMENTS LIKE THOSE THAT SPREAD HATE AND TEACH THE CHILDREN THAT IT IS NOT OKAY TO BE THEMSELVES, GAY OR NOT. SHAME ON YOU, ANON!!!!!
You gay guys were doing all the complaining so this will solve the problem.

Since: Mar 07

Victoria, Canada

#764 Apr 12, 2007
This is enough. I must tell my story as I experienced it. I must come forward and be 100% accountable because in the past I was not. I buried my head in the sand and refused to look at or 'judge' as it was viewed at the time. These incidents took place in my city of Vancouver Canada in June 1999 and in March/April 1998. I was asked by Louie to host him giving a 'retreat' here in June 1999. He had previously given a retreat the year before which I had attended. I was to co-host with another woman but she dropped out because her male partner had been sexually accosted by Louie and she could not reconcile with that fact. It disturbed her and well it should have. She told me why she had dropped out years later.
As the time was drawing nearer for the retreat, I began getting calls from people that were telling me that Louie had been sexually assaulting young men here the previous year and it was not a good idea to have him come here. As a matter of fact, they had even gone to the police here. They had spread the word within our community and as a result we had a very low turnout despite all the work and money I put out. The first night of the retreat was open to all and three people (two men and a woman) came and wished to speak of the abuse that had taken place the year before. They tried to but were basically shut down by Louie. We all stood by. I stood by and did not say anything. We even had body guards to protect Louie. At the end of the retreat, Louie instructed myself and my other co-host (who, incidentally is still a follower) to go to the two men who were accusing him and tell them who Louie was....specifically an Avatar and the Messiah and that it was senseless to continue to press charges. He said to do this as soon as he left the city. This I did, even though the men did not buy it. Why did I do this when I know that sexual abuse is so wrong? Because Louie was already indoctrinating me to not judge anything I saw. "Nothing is outside of self. It is all me" and other such nonsense he spews. I witnessed this and I said nothing. I knew he slept with other young men after that. That was part of who he was. A year later Louie called me to say that he had gotten married to one of his followers, Katrina.(He changed her name to Cosibella). He said that now the 'tongues would stop wagging'. He was now in a respectable relationship with a ready made family.

Since: Mar 07

Victoria, Canada

#765 Apr 12, 2007
When I discontinued being a follower,(that is another story) I thought of that beautiful young boy, Jasha, and wondered if he might one day become one of Louie's victims. I hated to think of that and wanted to be positive that Louie would never be so stupid. Then I started to hear stories from eyewitnesses that Louie was verbally abusing Jasha and that Jasha was trying to leave his family because he couldn't take it anymore. I felt there was more. Then I had a call from a friend the day after Jasha's death that he had taken his life. I knew in my heart that Jasha most likely had been sexually abused by Louie. It was such a violent way to take one's life. Dear, dear Jasha felt there was no other way out. The pain in my heart is so great that I will not stand by until this is resolved. Louie Bonanno has a history of sexual abuse. That is a fact. There are many that know it still goes on. There are many that do not know this. Once a sex addict, always a sex addict. Most are forbidden to be around young boys for good reason.
I stand by this story and I have others that will confirm this. If the police need to get in touch with me, it is not difficult to find me. If someone wants to give me a name of a police contact (TrueBlue you may know) I will swear to this on a stack of sacred texts that it is all true. I know there are others that know the truth as well.
I am so sorry, Jasha. I am so sorry for the terror you must have endured. I can only believe that you are at peace now. I, for one, can not sleep peacefully until this is resolved. I know there are many others feeling the same.....his family, his friends.

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