Laguna Hills High School

[Thinking of Jasha and Ela]

Ela,

I can't even tell you how touched I was by your story. You've suffered so much for such a young girl and yet you've developed such character and strength through it. Jasha would be so proud of the young woman you've become and I can't help but believe that God has allowed you and Jasha and your family to endure these things because you have a purpose. You have insight to a life that most of us could never understand and as a result of that insight, you have an empathy that runs so much deeper than anyone else can imagine. You are clearly an extremely strong and intelligent young woman and my hope and prayer for you is that you use your experience to help others as you begin to heal from your wounds.
Wounds are interesting. They tell a story about where we've been and what we've been through but they also act as a reminder of survival and you, my dear are a survivor! Like I said, Jasha would be so proud of you. He loved you dearly and I will continue to pray for you and your family that your step father face the consequences of his self indulgent actions.
"All things work for the good for those who are called to God and called according to his purpose."
Romans 8:28
Keep moving forward, Ela.

[FD two]

Ela, I know what it took for you to write your story. I know your story is true. I know there is more but for now you have released a great deal. Lots more will come up down the road but you have your mum to help you deal with this as she too deals with it. I was there in your home when you first arrived at about 5 years old. I watched as you and Jasha would pack your suitcases and try to run away. Louix would laugh and say there is nowhere for you to go! You knew at that young age that something was wrong. You had lost your protection. I knew how difficult it was for you to be in that environment. I always questioned the fact with my own daughter, who was there too, as to why there was no joy at the ashram. It was always so intense and someone was always freaking out with their indulgent emotional very long outbursts! It's a wonder the police weren't called often by intrigued and concerned neighbors. How can children live with that????
I understand your desire to get this story out so it will help some that may be concerned about Louix's methods of manipulation. I think it will have a large effect on other disciples that have always been in denial and have been taught to not question LDD. However even now I know there are new people entering into his web believing he is their guru and he is the 'coming savior'. Yes, LDD is very very devious. He is so obvious now tho. He has become transparent and he will go down. He will melt into a puddle i think and maybe we will forget he even existed. After all that is what he teaches!
You are brave to do this, Ela. You have spoken the truth as you witnessed it and you have done a great service in Jasha's memory. I send you, your mum and sister my gained strength and healing to help you free yourself from the control and manipulation this man has exerted over you. He can never hurt you again. He always said he was beyond karma but we will let the effects decide.
I am so glad you have spoken!!!!

[prevent]

ela wrote:

I was done. We had a major fight that night, I ended up living with my friend for a while until I could figure out what to do. When mum came and braught me home, louix sat me down and told me some reasons for jashas death.
1. He had gone to an astronomy reading and it was writeen in the stars that jasha was going to die on march 21 2007.
2. That jasha died to bring our family closer and that jasha jad visited louix various amounts of times and talked to him all about the after life and the truth
3. That jasha was only meant to live 15 years on this planet.
And other reasons, wich I want remember. I remember asking, well since you tell us you know everything and you have all seeing eyes, why couldn’t you go and save jasha? Why could you see where he was?
He replied it wasn’t in gods plan. That it was meant to be.
I couldn’t believe it, I don’t believe it. Louix Dor Dempreiy is a liar. A total liar who has conned people for too long. The thruth needs to be let out. When I finally escaped and refused to return home from Australia was when life started to pick up. There are so many other things I could say and at some point I will write everything down, but for now this is all I have. Im doing this for my brother. He deserves so much more than he had, he deserves such a better life. And he deserves justice. Louix did something mentally to my brother and he messed around with jashas head for to long. He messed around with mine and my mums, but no more. We are out and away and life has never been better. I know louix will deny and lie and say im a liar, but on my brothers life, none of this is a lie. Its all true and I don’t care who believes me and who doesn’t because this is my story, and all I know is I cant let anyone elses life be ruined my that man. This is so the truth can be out. But im done, im done wasting my time of louix. He doesn’t dervere a minuet of it.
This is for you jasha. I still don’t know the truth and I might not ever. But you werr my everything, my world, thank your for being the best person I know. Fly on angel, he can’t hurt you anymore. Be with dad and save me a seat up there. Im sorry for all that’s happened. Always and forever,
Your ela rose.

HELLO ELA ROSE,
please help me to convince my friend (who is like a brother) not to join the ashram of the manipulative and malevolent LDD. I'm am so sorry about what happened to Jasha, I just want to prevent my bro from being harmed. My phone # is seven three two four eight five three seven one six. Thank you so much, I think that any testimony from you would be of great help in convincing him. He is too naive to see what is so painfully obvious to his friends and family.

[People who care]

Ela,

Does your Mum STILL think that LDD's "religion" is right?

Does your Mum get mad at LDD when she hears how LDD said all those mean and false words to you?

Does your Mum want to get out of LDD's "organization" too?

Is your Mum completely out of the Ashram now? We know he messed with her mind a lot.

If she gets out now she could probably get child support AND spousal support so it would be better for her to do it sooner. I am sure that Ariel would rather live with you and your Mum and not live with LDD.

We feel sorry for you and your Mum for having to be involved with LDD.

[People who care]

prevent wrote:

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HELLO ELA ROSE,
please help me to convince my friend (who is like a brother) not to join the ashram of the manipulative and malevolent LDD. I'm am so sorry about what happened to Jasha, I just want to prevent my bro from being harmed. My phone # is seven three two four eight five three seven one six. Thank you so much, I think that any testimony from you would be of great help in convincing him. He is too naive to see what is so painfully obvious to his friends and family.

We'll pray that your friend does not join LDD. Did your friend read this forum and see how many poeple LDD has hurt?

Ask him to read it and think before he joins.

[My Love 4 Jasha]

Ela ~
Hello Sweet Friend
It took GREAT courage to reveal your life, give testimony. Stay on target. You have done well and will continue to do so.

Love to you, your Mum and sista....
LH friends....

[People who care]

Ela~

You can become an "Emancipated Minor" and live where ever you want NOW. You will not have to be forced to do LDD's "religion" or anything else by LDD anymore.

You are more mature and smarter than LDD. You intuitively know what is right.

Pretty soon Ariel can do the same and then your Mum will feel free to go.

MUCH LOVE support and care always Ela, Katrina and Ariel we are all with you and stand behind you.

[Kay]

Ela-

I love you. You're strong, beautiful, caring and generous. Jash has been rolling in and out of my mind a lot in the past weekend and I can't seem to get past it. What you wrote was extremely brave of you. You didn't need to do that for anybody, and I KNOW you did it for yourself and Jasha. I love you and can't wait to come and see you, Mum and Ariel.

-Kisses from AZ

[Archangel Flyer]

Two years on you are still with us JJY and I will light a candle for you and your grieving friends and relatives, to bring hope and light to the event which all rocked us.
My love....sincerely

[My Love 4 Jasha]

Hello ~
Yes, two years since our sweet Jasha left us. This anniversary was noticed and acknowledged locally. As we move in our daily lives, our family will continue to mark the day, as it he left an imprint on us.

To all - Cherish your day and make it count, for you do not know what the next minute holds.

We LOVE you Bella, Ela and Ariel. Peace be with you Jasha.

[Colorado]

WOW! I am so sorry for you ela! I was reaching LDD to see what I could find about him and I was referred experience..I am glad you have a place to vent and share your story.
Thank you
Colorado

[Kay]

Today, Jasha is with me through and through. My mind lingers back to the summer days we spent together, the winter nights we stayed in, and the laughter that was provided through his short duration on earth. I don't like to remember how he died, I like to remember the joy he brought to my life and to everyone elses. Behind the shadow, his passing has made me a better and more giving person. Thanks Jash, you're the best.

[anon]

is there any news about LDP? how close is the PD to finding out what really happend?

[Archangel Flyer]

anon wrote:

is there any news about LDP? how close is the PD to finding out what really happend?

My tip to all of you is that there has recently been an earth rocking change, maybe not visible now but surely soon

[Chuck]

Archangel Flyer wrote:

<quoted text>My tip to all of you is that there has recently been an earth rocking change, maybe not visible now but surely soon

Can you explain what you mean by this?

[My Love 4 Jasha]

Another day, month, year has passed since our beloved Jasha left us. His 18th birthday is fast approaching and I/my family still feel his presence daily.

Katrina [aka Cosibella], Ela and Ariel are all doing well. While healing has begun, the loss of a child, brother, friend, grandson, nephew is/will always be difficult. His gift of life is great.

Tomorrow when you wake, give thanks and love to all.
Jash, may you rest in peace and know that you have touched many.