Black on White fantasy
Husband

United States

#1 Dec 6, 2012
I am a middle aged, moderate class (?) white male with a wife of 16 years and two children, i'm 6'3 in good shape and this is my discussion.
I have had many black women come on to me before. Very forward and to the point. No if, and's, or but's about it. One told me the things she would do to me if she ever got me alone in a room. I can't say all of it here without getting the warning in red letters. So i won't.
I'm not sure what it is about me that attracts black women but I have had 10 times the amount of black women hit on me than white women. Now, just so you understand, there isn't a racist bone in my body but I am simply not attracted to black women. I have no idea why but black women just don't turn me on, neither do Spanish or Asian women. I just like white women. The milky cream colored skin, the paler the better. The way their lingerie looks on their skin, white stockings or knee high socks with a cut off tee showing their belly button, damn!
I've watched porn with black women in it and it don't do it for me. Oh but here's the thing, I've watched porn with white women with black men and I'm telling you I damn near creamed myself the first time I seen that. Something about that pale skin up against that dark skin, oh my! Again, porn with a white man and black women, not so much :( Go figure. Its okay I guess, but for sure get nothing at all when I watch a black man and a black women having sex. Yeah I know this is some deep psychological stuff going on here but I haven't the foggiest idea where it might stem from. What's even worse, I have fantasies about my wife being with a black man, just giving it to her! I would like to watch, and them not know I was watching. I get turned on just thinking about it.
So, I guess I'm pretty screwed up huh. Oh well, I am how I am and not a thing I can do about it. I think its just some kind of fantasy thing in my head not that I would really like to share my wife with a black guy, just fantasize about it. Could be because of the porn I have watched. But I think I would feel different in reality, I mean I love my wife and want her all to myself, you know? Its just down right weird. I'm sure I'll get a lot of haters and racists comments after posting this, most likely some people questioning my manhood. And that's fine, its inevitable I suppose. Just so you know I am quite fit and physical, sexually. I have a pretty good size penis, a bit over 7", I've never been embarrassed or anything and I am quite comfortable naked. I have great stamina and my wife has many orgasims before we finish making love, I have control of my bodily functions so to speak and pleasing her very much is as important to me as my pleasure, that's just so the haters know, there are no problems in our bedroom.
I'm just trying to be honest here and would like some honest responses.
I can't help what's in my head okay, its just there. But I would be interested in knowing if there are others out there that have these thoughts. I would appreciate serious replies only, I doubt I get them but I guess it doesn't hurt to ask. Oh and F.Y.I, I've never told my wife this or anyone else for that matter, this is the first time I've even wrote all this out, so you all should feel lucky right? Ha, the replies should be interesting to say the least. Well here goes nothing.
guest

Gulf Breeze, FL

#2 Dec 8, 2012
The darker the meat the sweeter the juice.
I am a white guy and I love no I mean I LOVE to eat black puss. Hairy or shaved I don't care. I love it all.
You haven't lived until you have buried your face in a black woman.

“Come and get it! ”

Since: Jan 09

Traverse City

#3 Dec 9, 2012
guest wrote:
The darker the meat the sweeter the juice.
I am a white guy and I love no I mean I LOVE to eat black puss. Hairy or shaved I don't care. I love it all.
You haven't lived until you have buried your face in a black woman.
Just threw up all over my desk. Thanks a pantload!
Husband

United States

#4 Dec 12, 2012
Well I guess I'm simply out of luck if i thought I was going to get serious comments :(
Oh well, had some awesome sex today so I'm in a good mood, didn't think about the content of my above post not once. Maybe I'm turning over a new leaf. Doubtful, the only time I really do that is when i am watching porn, masterbating or just letting my mind wonder. Fantasy is a bizarre thing isn't it.
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confused white guy

Tallahassee, FL

#7 Apr 30, 2013
i am in the exact same situation as you. i am married to a white wife, 31 years old, in good shape, hot fire in bed, and i have the same fantasies with my wife. i also watched the same type of porn a lot. always a black guy with white girls. we watched it together and she would talk to me about the fantasy (i wouldnt want it to actually happen either). she loved it too and craved the porn as much as me.

we repented and surrendered that lifestyle about a year ago. havent watched porn once since then. but have wanted to everyday almost! we both miss it, but refuse to even think or talk about it during sex out of reverence for christ.

i never understood why i acquired such a strange fetish. probably has something to do with subconscious messages in the media, or maybe just cause no matter how good i am, i can never open a girl up like they can...i dont know.

i wish i had more answers for you, but i can say this for sure...this life is like a mist...deny yourself, repent and be baptized before its too late. what good to gain the whole world and yet forfeit your very soul?

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