rabbee: the father of my family was an extremely intelligent man, with an iq of over 170. he taught me calculus, science, and psychiatry, before i was ten years old. i read his school books, as he attended washington university, in st Louis mo. and he was in control and charge, of all the secret weapons projects in america at one time. and what you see today, does not even come close to what america has. you have not even seen but the tip of the ice berg. even the weapons i designed, 60 years ago are in use today.<quoted text>
My late Dad was some kind of a genius in Math and I too excel in the subject....
If things settle down in my life by which I mean if the yoga progresses smoothly without any sustained attacks coming from that rogue and from the other hostile forces, then I'd really like to enter deep into pure math or into a related discipline that's heavy on math at an advanced level. I was well on my way to cracking the national level entrance exam for entry to doctorate studies conducted by the BARC back here but then I was struck down by a horrific force attack and was ill for quite some time and am only now recovering. I soon hope to pursue my academic aim. Most of my friends from IIT have almost completed their doctorate degrees abroad, while here I am languishing in inaction and not using my intellectual gifts and sound academic background.
Rabbee, wish me well so that I can achieve my academic aim and stay healthy. Money is not a problem. I don't need to work for a living. With me intellectual pursuits mean a lot.
Thank you in advance.
there was a lot of completion between me and the father of the family i was placed in. not just because of my, higher registered iq. but i was considered as an outsider to him, for i was not his son. but i still tried to love him, and sought for his acceptance in the family. though i never obtained his acceptance, as he refused to adopt me as his son. i do not regret trying to seek his love and approvial.
i wish for you more than just what is considered as luck in this world. so that hopefully you will discover, it is as much all vanity as i already did. do not put a lot of faith, in what this world teaches you. question everything they try to teach to you. because they will try to insert lies into it. the intelligence in this world, is not all what it appears to be. all the promise of that math, will most likely never be used.