God Bless you dear. And I’m sorry you had to be exposed to the tyranny on this website, I guess that’s what God meant when He said to not listen to the (so called) wisdom of men, but heed to the power of God. And in that power comes Glory and Victory.<quoted text>
After a little time to calm down I either feel like if I am going to pursue asking any further questions on here I will start a new thread but most likely I'm just going to keep pondering the questions in private because unfortunately too many people on here lack any intelligence or empathy whatsoever and either judge, say hurtful things or answer without addressing the actual question and none of that is helpful. I would like to take this chance to thank those of you out there who have attempted to remain cordial and address the questions and topics I've raised with maturity, empathy, understanding, and tact. You truly are the better examples of what humanity has to offer regardless of your religious background.
You know, satan has power to make our lives miserable, so that we have doubts… but it can be conquered, you just have to have Faith, even if it‘s just the size of a mustard seed..