U haven't met my ex..I agree with Leonard Samworth than man calling himself a Christian. Never met A more narcissistic person in my life. Puts on a fake fake front. Sheep wearing devil clothing known him 25 years never liked the man
I'm a Christian..but at this point id just a-soon go to hell as be in heaven with him and some others I've encountered. Really. And I have to love everyone? Even the ones who only spoke to me on sunday but see them in public and say hi and they walk on by giving me the "Christian smile" but not speaking. Really? I just a-soon go to hell. I haven't been to church in a few weeks. Can't handle the masks anymore. Too many masks. I just can't do it anymore. I pray I read but I don't want to be around these people anymore and I never saw myself as ever saying these things. I always loved church. But its as if my blinders have been removed and I see in the physical all these "perfect" looking people but I can now see in the spiritual how dirty fake and rotten their spirits are. Its just sickening. Wolves. Anyone can dress up smile and talk the part. The lies the manipulation the sneakiness the bullshit. I'm over it.