i would like you to take this piece of information to your grave.. i have a whole different out look on life because my childhood was filled with so much disappointment and pain and i can never trust another man for the rest of my life ... if my own father my own blood could ever hurt me as much as you how could i ever trust another one again !! you caused so much destruction in our lives and you never bothered to see it you closed your eyes and ears and just kept on walking ... i would have rathered you stabbed me in my heart then watch my family my life fall apart !! NO scumbag theses kinda wounds NEVER HEAL .... your actions were louder then your words the i am sorry never meant shit and now you givin mommy that little bit of money is like tryin to put a band aide on cancer !! sorry that aint good enough I cried to many tears!! you can never give me back my childhood and you dam sure aint gonna give me my family back !! god knows how much i hate you !! i hope you do to now !! you did this you could have been a better human being but you chose not to be !! NO family should ever have to suffer the way we did ! I hope your proud of yourself !! because i am just so ashamed of you now !