Those adverse force attacks on my highly sensitive nervous system have receded as of now especially after I cut the last vestige of the force connection with that vile man who I dumped almost a year ago.<quoted text>
annnnnd, it got you out of your apartment and among other people at a time when your mental health was questionable.
Those 3 days of teaching Math to undergrads was fun but at the same time it was tedious since most of the students lacked a strong foundation in the subject given the terrible manner Math is taught in the schools and colleges, here.
I have a very strong foundation in Math since it's inborn and my late Dad was some kind of a genius in Math who awakened this dormant capacity in me through talks and home teaching.
As I said, within certain healthy limits, Math is a boon, overshoot the limit then it becomes an unhealthy mental obsession that leads to mental imbalances and even insanity in many cases as seen in the lives of many gifted mathematicians who obsess with the intricate abstractions of the subject and turn insane or mentally unbalanced.
I am not going to teach Math for a long time to anyone, since, by speaking for hours at a high pitch to students whose force fields are far from pleasant, it pulls out my usually indrawn consciousness...
After emerging from the horrific force attacks on my nervous system of the recent past, I prefer keeping myself busy meeting on an on-off basis certain financial professionals, talking to like-minded investors, listening to music, chatting online, talking to a few close friends on all matters and sundry, sitting in the swank Sea Lounge, going shopping, walking in forested areas in suburban Mumbai, going boating in lakes in these forested tracts in suburban Mumbai, eating healthy, concentrating on my breathing patterns after giving up meditation (but the frequent yogic experiences keep manifesting spontaneously these days), discussing the subtleties of direct mind-matter experiences involving the subject uniting in conscious field with the object with certain individuals with natural yogic instincts or talking on this profound mind-matter subject to those few persons having highly developed intellectual capacities who have realized the limits of matter/crass materialism and who have seen that matter leads to mind thus giving rise to the all-encompassing phenomenon of mind-matter. I am toying with the idea of spending some quality time away from Mumbai by living in the countryside in a farmhouse in the near future. Let's see.
Anyway, thank you, for your concern and suggestions.