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sI want you to forgive me

Bellevue, WA

#1 Jan 30, 2013
I wish my posts would not keep being deleted.I want you too move closer to me so i can be a father to my child.I know we can be friends.I know u love me that will never change you told me that.That baby needs me closer.It needs a man to protect it from harm pedofile and abusive stepfathers no man will ever love my baby like i will.Stop acting like a child please dont hold tha baby against me.
awwwwww

Bellevue, WA

#2 Jan 30, 2013
sI want you to forgive me wrote:
I wish my posts would not keep being deleted.I want you too move closer to me so i can be a father to my child.I know we can be friends.I know u love me that will never change you told me that.That baby needs me closer.It needs a man to protect it from harm pedofile and abusive stepfathers no man will ever love my baby like i will.Stop acting like a child please dont hold tha baby against me.
It sounds like you really love her and your child honey she will come around a father is important as well as mommy.Im a single mother of 2 and they cry all the time and there dad is dead.They never knew him really.As long as u both listen to your hearts and nothing else you will be fine.If she loves you as much she will forgive you and come bk sounds like a love that will never die.
ltcc

Bellevue, WA

#3 Jan 30, 2013
I love you so much and thanks single mom.Wow that is sad i am going through same thing.I wish she would be a friend just for the baby.She always told me im the love of her life i made alot of mistakes heck we both did.me a few more.I love her sooo much i have cried everytime im alone everyday.I wont be a father to my child like i want to be.She prevented me from being there.She took my baby from me and never looked bk.I prey every night.
Katie Girl

Brodhead, KY

#4 Feb 5, 2013
I know what youre going through..
Im a single mom myself..
Finally my babies daddy stepped up..
Hes a great father but i still cant be with him..
Theres too much that has happened..
I wish you the best ltcc..
I hope she realizes she has a good man..♥
sweetie

Bellevue, WA

#5 Feb 5, 2013
Its over now.Hope she finds a man that will be dumb enough to let her be a dopehead subutex baby killer.Go bk to the salon and try to hold your head up at work.JUNKIE baby killer.
nope

Virgie, KY

#6 Feb 13, 2013
Katie Girl wrote:
I know what youre going through..
Im a single mom myself..
Finally my babies daddy stepped up..
Hes a great father but i still cant be with him..
Theres too much that has happened..
I wish you the best ltcc..
I hope she realizes she has a good man..♥
to Katie Girl, i know he sounds very sincere and sweet, trust me i fell right into it myself. He's not saying the reason why i left him. I left him because he beat the living hell out of me. He controlled every aspect of my life, He is a MONSTER. He's 6'3", over 200lbs, i'm not even 5'. He choked me, ripped my hair out to where i had bald spots, and when I went to the ER after he beat me the doctors and nurses thought that i had been in a car wreck. So no, he's NOT a good man. He's very good at putting on a show like he is amazing, but i lived through his hellish wrath.
chill girl

Elkhorn City, KY

#7 Feb 13, 2013
wow....if that is true, he wouldnt probably be allowed to see his child anyway without supervision and without court delegated anger management and maybe even medication
nope

Virgie, KY

#8 Feb 13, 2013
chill girl wrote:
wow....if that is true, he wouldnt probably be allowed to see his child anyway without supervision and without court delegated anger management and maybe even medication
he's not so bad on his meds, really he's not, but he won't take them. and yes, every word i said is the truth. I'm just finding all these posts TODAY! they go back to Jan, and i had no idea till a few hours ago. Theirs like 50 different ones! He's even posted stuff pretending to BE ME, but he's notorious for that. Unfortunately tho i had a miscarriage:( he likes to say it's my fault, that I killed my own baby. He can think what he wants, and really MOVE THE FUCK ON
lol

Sheridan, AR

#9 Feb 14, 2013
oh my
Wow

Prestonsburg, KY

#10 Feb 14, 2013
This guy sounds like a complete loser! Haha what kind of man hits a girl and pulls her hair out? He says in his post hes worried about another man raising his baby or someone molesting it, sounds like that kid would be better off with an abuser than a 200 lb sissy that beats up a girl not even five feet tall! I bet hes too big of a baby to fight a man, thats why he hit you honey! You are better off raising that baby without him! Any man like that that tries to do that is a coward and a little bitch! You go and do good for that baby girl!
nope

Wheelwright, KY

#11 Feb 14, 2013
Wow wrote:
This guy sounds like a complete loser! Haha what kind of man hits a girl and pulls her hair out? He says in his post hes worried about another man raising his baby or someone molesting it, sounds like that kid would be better off with an abuser than a 200 lb sissy that beats up a girl not even five feet tall! I bet hes too big of a baby to fight a man, thats why he hit you honey! You are better off raising that baby without him! Any man like that that tries to do that is a coward and a little bitch! You go and do good for that baby girl!
thanks Wow. unfortunately tho i miscarried a few weeks ago because of all the stress i was under, and believe me, i was under A LOT of it. Hardest thing i've EVER dealt with in my life, I'd give ANYTHING to have my baby back in my belly where it belongs:( but thanks again wow
important

Bellevue, WA

#12 Feb 18, 2013
1st off u know i didnt beat you like that come on.Although the car incident im sorry my dr says say by goodbye it will help me heal i have 6 pages i will put a little on here.I regret the loss of the child.also the incident in the car.I wish we would have spoken to each other more.We were both a mess.I expected a woman that i dont even thinks exists.I had such high standards that no one can mathch them the paper you tried to send i thought was to keep me from the baby.It made me very upset.Until today i didnt know it was only because you lovedme so much it was to keep yourself away.Im sorry.I did some spitefull things these will be my last contact.I will number them.I have nothing expected from these unless you want to accept the apology for my actions.Therapist said in order for me to stop thinking about you with other treatments will start path to heal while im with lani i think about you i dont want to it just happens doc said thats cause i need to heal taken longer cause i was on the wrong pills too long
important

Bellevue, WA

#13 Feb 18, 2013
pg summary pt 2 my head injury made me change look it up please i need closure frontal traumatic frontal lobe brain injury effects on behavior.I 1st met you i was in treatment dr advised us both against our relationship.We did it to fast i soon stopped treatment we both were high everyday.Dreams about my behavior good and bad wake me up every nite.Please forgive me.I have tbeen with 76 wemon i never hit one until the head injury mom take me to treatment 2morrow to begin a new treatment.You are the 77th even though you also have issues you still stole my heart its not broken anymore but it will always be yours.u were the woman i loved and i did love you just not myself im still working on me dr says it will take yrs.I also do have the stds tell your partner in a safe place around fam after you take bloodtest it wont hurt either of you.Meds will keep u from having outbreaks.I hope he is the man you need a good one dont live life or compare all to me or u will never be happy.I date on a site called herpes date website.com .i dont have to have the talk that way it is type 2 herpes. no cure use valtrex control and puts in remission.Forgive me for that please.And kp kenny the dealer has a bad std no cure ask my sis.I hope one day 5 or 10 yrs we will be able to be friends i can never be with you regaurdless of how we feel.I wont keep anyone untill im medically controlled behavior meds take control.You worked so hard to win my heart i was and still am afraid to show 100% love.Forgive me please you gave up everything for me and lost even more.We were great friends on my meds you know why i stopped taking them 3 hrs of s3x nightly no orgasm side effect made me cry and then we both cried.FOrgive me
important

Bellevue, WA

#14 Feb 18, 2013
I spoke to my sis today im sorry you lost that passion you loved me so much as did i you.Although i still need fixed.Im sorry.My head wont let me be happy its not all you i know that you had a heart of gold.I was and still am afraid.I loved waking you up and saying i loved you i tried princess i swear i did i have problems medical.There were 2 incidents i wish i could take bk but i swore when you got pregnant i would never touch you again now that you were baby momma.I meant that and then i complained about you cleaning alot.That i dont regret it hadnt been that bad all the time you know that.com This is me asking forgiveness i dont want a friendship gained or you back this is to help us both.Im sorry this is my goal in this dr recommended.We were on the wrong drugs even worse when we stopped those and started using street drugs.Bad choice after bad choice.I lost everything when we 1st got togather and dr says i resented you for that.Im sorry.I will always love one woman and i have been told how you feel.I wish we could have stayed like we felt while i was in the hospital taking correct meds we were awesome then.Oh well i know you want to be happy and as bad as i want to say i can give you that i love you too much to lie and say i will.I need to fix myself.And you need fixed as well.This will be my last contact maybe in a few yrs if im better i will stop in and say hello as of now i just want forgiveness.And please stop making me sound like i was pure evil.You know it wasnt bad all the time it got too bad at times.God will bless you with another child.Who knows 10 yrs you might meet a man that looks as good as me and he might even stay the person you meet.We all know we are the love of each others lives.Im dating a woman and i think about you.I also want to thank you for leaving it made me start this dr thing.Thank you so much i almost made it and now im cryin.I one day hope you forgive me and let me advance in this medical treatment.Your forgiveness is most important.You will always be the same as i am too you so if you want to forgive me thats up to you but it will help me so much to move on and i swear to god.I will never say another word to you.Please forgive me if you ever loved me.It may just be the most important thing i have ever asked for.And with only the expectation of forgiveness.Goodbye princess goodbye;/
Wow

Prestonsburg, KY

#15 Feb 19, 2013
Sounds like this cry baby woman beater cant own up to his own life failures! What a pathetic loser!! Anyone that blames abuse on what meds they are on is just a loser! Can't admit their screw ups in life and not holding themselves accountable should probably go and get themselves committed to a nut house!
important

Bellevue, WA

#16 Feb 19, 2013
Wow wrote:
Sounds like this cry baby woman beater cant own up to his own life failures! What a pathetic loser!! Anyone that blames abuse on what meds they are on is just a loser! Can't admit their screw ups in life and not holding themselves accountable should probably go and get themselves committed to a nut house!
your not worth my time.Go to wal-mart and buy you some stylish gear redneck i bet you have a goat in your bedroom.lol
princess

Virgie, KY

#17 Feb 19, 2013
important wrote:
I spoke to my sis today im sorry you lost that passion you loved me so much as did i you.Although i still need fixed.Im sorry.My head wont let me be happy its not all you i know that you had a heart of gold.I was and still am afraid.I loved waking you up and saying i loved you i tried princess i swear i did i have problems medical.There were 2 incidents i wish i could take bk but i swore when you got pregnant i would never touch you again now that you were baby momma.I meant that and then i complained about you cleaning alot.That i dont regret it hadnt been that bad all the time you know that.com This is me asking forgiveness i dont want a friendship gained or you back this is to help us both.Im sorry this is my goal in this dr recommended.We were on the wrong drugs even worse when we stopped those and started using street drugs.Bad choice after bad choice.I lost everything when we 1st got togather and dr says i resented you for that.Im sorry.I will always love one woman and i have been told how you feel.I wish we could have stayed like we felt while i was in the hospital taking correct meds we were awesome then.Oh well i know you want to be happy and as bad as i want to say i can give you that i love you too much to lie and say i will.I need to fix myself.And you need fixed as well.This will be my last contact maybe in a few yrs if im better i will stop in and say hello as of now i just want forgiveness.And please stop making me sound like i was pure evil.You know it wasnt bad all the time it got too bad at times.God will bless you with another child.Who knows 10 yrs you might meet a man that looks as good as me and he might even stay the person you meet.We all know we are the love of each others lives.Im dating a woman and i think about you.I also want to thank you for leaving it made me start this dr thing.Thank you so much i almost made it and now im cryin.I one day hope you forgive me and let me advance in this medical treatment.Your forgiveness is most important.You will always be the same as i am too you so if you want to forgive me thats up to you but it will help me so much to move on and i swear to god.I will never say another word to you.Please forgive me if you ever loved me.It may just be the most important thing i have ever asked for.And with only the expectation of forgiveness.Goodbye princess goodbye;/
plz make a fake facebook account so we can talk in private
princess

Virgie, KY

#18 Feb 19, 2013
important wrote:
<quoted text>your not worth my time.Go to wal-mart and buy you some stylish gear redneck i bet you have a goat in your bedroom.lol
lmfao u still make me laugh, and yes, you are the love of my life
important

Bellevue, WA

#19 Feb 19, 2013
princess wrote:
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lmfao u still make me laugh, and yes, you are the love of my life
Sis just left she told me you saw this i am greatful that you responded thank you i needed to say these things for myself and you already know most of me.Thank you.And as bad as i hate to admit it your the only one that ever got that far into my soul.Goodbye ol loretta
important

Bellevue, WA

#20 Feb 20, 2013
princess wrote:
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plz make a fake facebook account so we can talk in private
I won't do that sorry.I needed to talk to you when we were togather you wasnt there why would i need to be reminded of that.applebees incident.didnt listen.Me crying and saying i needed a woman to listen and be there for me.You want there.I tried you know that and i wont ever ask a woman to do those things again i want a friend thats there for me.I have that now i just dont love her as much but one day it is possible.You remember these things i know you do.Now think about that for the rest of your life.You can blame me but it was your fault as well.

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