It sure seems like you need a "Come to Jesus Moment" like Phil Jackson the former Knick player Laker and Bull coach talks about.Bondi?! Jesus NO!
Try it you'll like, St. Andrews Parish at Coral Springs F.L. menís Emmaus states join Emmaus, if you want to meet "Jesus" in a powerful way.
Not certain what your afraid of, with Christ by your side there is no fear!! Nice to walk around in no fear. I walked for (2 )hours (40) minutes this morning. Exercising my brain and body. My BP readings after walk were greatttttt.
Stay well batsdude