The Anger Firestorm
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Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#1 Mar 6, 2013
For those of you that hate me, you'll hate this too just because I wrote it. But I want to share my thoughts and feelings on paper anyway, because that is my gift. I'm a writer. I'm sorry.

Is everyone out there just angry? It certainly seems like it. I just saw a story where a woman pulled out a gun at a Wal-Mart clerk because she refused to accept her coupon.

It' almost funny. Almost. But when you're alone, in the dark, or at least when I am, all that anger shows its true nature. Depression. I'm depressed because no matter how hard I try, the one thing I want in my life, a girl to love, I can't get. Now you will say that I'm crazy, and need hospitalized and whatever. No. I need the loving touch of someone other than my Mom or other family member. I need to know that someone who's not SUPPOSED to love me, loves me.

I don't know how many of you out there are angry or depressed, or why. But for a brief moment this weekend, all of my negative emotions melted away, and I felt like a little kid again. No worries. Only hope. And then as fast as I found her, she was gone again.

All we're doing as a society it seems is fighting with each other and not even over anything all that important. I fight with people half the time because I'm so BORED there doesn't seem like anything else to do.

One of the reasons I'm on here encouraging civic participation in a peaceful third American Revolution is that it will give us something constructive to do. I think we'd have a great time Literally re-writing our Constitution for the 21st Century.

But I'm all beat up. I'm waiting for the police to arrest me for decorating the front of my house with a pot leaf and campaign information. Or to take me to Sharpes for the same reason. I'm waiting for some guy I've had words with in the last two months to come kill me or set my house on fire. And I'm HOPING for some fast acting cancer to end this misery.

I keep thinking to myself "Jesus, I'm 28, and quite healthy. I almost HAVE to live to 100. That's 72 more YEARS of this unending misery.

I wish I could gift my years to someone who wants them.

And then I hope that God really does exist and that he won't let me be miserable forever. That this is just a test, or something. A vision quest until I meet my girl. But can I count on that? Can I really count on it?

Now what? I've got 20 bucks. No car. No friends. No girl and no weed. Just another day in Almost Heaven.

I'm sorry I'm wasting your time. Please, let me have it.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#2 Mar 6, 2013
Turd

Terre Haute, IN

#3 Mar 6, 2013
You don't have to live 72 more years Alex, get some guts and end your misery. Bye the way, you aren't a good writer. I find you boring and plain.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#4 Mar 6, 2013
Does anybody have any idea what the hell we're doing here? Like why? Trying to not be miserable doesn't seem like much of a point. Except, that's the only thing we're doing. I don't understand.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#5 Mar 6, 2013
What's a guy gotta do to get drafted into the First World War anyway?

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#6 Mar 6, 2013
All my anger is gone. Now I just want to know why? Life is only enjoyable, supposedly, with massive amounts of effort. I actually find is annoying that I have to work just to not be downright miserable. What kind of deal is that and when did I agree to it?

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#7 Mar 6, 2013
Isn't there ONE, girl, about my age, that likes to get high and wants to hang out tonight? We don't have to have sex. Like. That's all I want. One, girl, to come over here and smoke some weed with me. And we can talk about how ridiculous it is that our a$$hole parents didn't use birth control. Really. I HATE my parents, for doing this to me. For giving me this never, ending constant unpleasantness that is only relieved by a girl or weed, neither one of which I seem to be able to acquire.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#8 Mar 6, 2013
I'll tell you what really bothers me. Is that right now, in houses all around me, are couples. A guy and a girl in the same house, maybe even with weed, and somehow they're still miserable. That I don't understand.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#9 Mar 6, 2013
I wish the people who nutted these posts would come shoot me instead.
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Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#11 Mar 6, 2013
This is such a joke. I finally understand Groundhog Day. If jail wasn't so miserable I'd go rob a bank. But then what? Like this is funny. My life sucks so bad, at least to me, that its funny. And I keep making it worse but because it's starting to be funny, I keep doing it.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#12 Mar 6, 2013
Think I'm going to watch that next. Right now I'm watching Barfly, which I've never seen, but apparently was written for me.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#13 Mar 6, 2013
If God really is watching us this must be like the Best of Jerry Springer all day.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#14 Mar 6, 2013
This is great therapy. Lol. Whatever. I passed embarrassed to be me long ago. Now I'm just wondering how far I can go down the deliberately clownish road before someone gets the joke.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#15 Mar 6, 2013
Anyone want to jump in and insult me or something? I think I'm going to keep posting until a girl comes over. See if this works.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#16 Mar 6, 2013
I wonder if I literally don't stop posting until I keel over Taylor Swift will come over? Frankly I don't care. Girl who's crazy and loves/has weed is all I'm going for.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#17 Mar 6, 2013
Come on! Tell all your friends the crazy guy is posting non-stop on the message board.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#18 Mar 6, 2013
43! users online right now. Can I get that number up over 100 by midnight? That's the challenge.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#19 Mar 6, 2013
This movie is great. "There's no reality to any of this". Damn right.

oooo cat fight. Faye Dunaway and this other girl I recognize.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#20 Mar 6, 2013
Damn, 42 users. I lost one.

Alex Weinstein

“Let's Get'em. Talladega Red 1.”

Since: Nov 12

Clarskburg, WV

#21 Mar 6, 2013
Mickey Rourke has two girls fighting over him. I can't even get one. Well, at least I have a place to annoy you people and you can't stop me. Though I suppose the admin will shut me down at some point just because I'm starting to enjoy something.

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