Some people,(narcissists) can't think the whole thing through-like "If I do A then B or C is going to happen." They only think about the "B" and when the "C" happens, they're surprised. Like getting arrested, charged with a crime, and getting your az handed to you at the same time. Bummer. Should have stayed home and not caused trouble.<quoted text>
I am not quite sure if your little story is true; or if it is just some sort of backhanded insult towards Mr Lynch. If your story IS true; I think that we have no choice but to contact some of the Reality TV Show writers and producers with an idea for a new Reality TV Show: "When Picture Taking Turns Deadly".
The very first episode could be the rhubarb between Mr Lynch and Chuckles The Cop. Certainly; there is no reasonable explanation for a man being beating senseless when he was guilty of nothing more than taking additional pictures of illegally parked vehicles at a bar having close ties to a Fitchburg lawman.
Please let me know if your sad little saga really did take place, and then give me some additional details on exactly what happened. If your story is true, it sounds like a have a brand new crime wave to be concerened with: innocent people taking pictures being attacked by those who are bending the rules and do not want any indesputable proof of their wrongdoings being recorded.
I am concerned here; mighty concerned. Perhaps the person who attacked you is a "copy cat attacker" who picked up the idea from Chuckles The Cop and his antics with Mr Lynch. Let's hope that this is an isolated beating; and not the beginning of a brand new group of criminals.....
Keep me posted on this, please.
This is all-consuming to you, isn't it? That makes me sad. Sad for humanity. I feel bad for you. I tease you, but often,(like now) I pity you. Everyone, even you can get caught up in drama like this and not enjoy life. You carry too much hate. And I know, you'll tell us you live a fine existence, but do you really? WIth even half the hate you carry in your heart, most men's lives must be miserable. Your mental health IS your spirit. Take control of it! The longer you wait, the longer and harder it's going to be to break the cycle of self-centeredness and obsession you're experiencing. There are many effective psycho-pharmaceuticals you can take for your obsessive compulsive manifestations. With you, I bet it's "ruminating," (obsessive thought patterns) but I wouldn't be surprised if you also acted on your obsessions,(like repeatedly driving by someone's house or business). Paxil is one good medicine for OCD. But there are many others.
You'll need counseling for the NPD though. There's not a psych-med for that. You can learn strategies to overcome the most insidious parts of the disorder, but you'll never be cured.
Your pastor, or health insurance provider can help you choose your psychiatric and psychological professionals. Your probation or parole office has references for service providers as well.
Take control of your life, and seek mental health counseling now, please! I'm worried about you.