sadAmandasGone

Cincinnati, OH

#1 Oct 23, 2011
remembering back when we was kids i never thought your life would turn out this way. i cant believe you are just gone, i remember the day you died, i drove passed and you was sitting on the steps at the church on shelby crying your eyes out. i made my friend pull over and turn around to see what was wrong and i got out from the back seat and sat next you on the steps, i gave you a hug. then you cried a little harder and asked you what was wrong and i rememebr you sayin "Everything is wrong" then you cried about how much you loved chris and your kids, and how you couldnt be with your kids because your mom was making you choose, Your Husband or your Kids. and you said at one point you chose chris and how badly you regreted him because he cheated on you. i sat and watched the slide show at the funeral home and i broke down, because the last time you was alive around me you was in such despair and i could do nothing. i feel like the wreck was your last drawing point amanda, you was telling me how bad and hard it was for you to just give up on chris and the drugs, and you said you was done with life. i wish i had done something to convince you to fight in life, i think when you had the wreck that was your way of not choosing, just easier to let go. why amanda? why did you leave us? who will i go to now when i need to cry? who will have my back always when things get shitty? amanda i love you so much and i feel i could have or should have done something. i am so sorry you are gone amanda i wish i would have taken you with me that day you died when you was so upset on them steps of the church on shelby st. i feel like if i said amanda come with me i feel you would still be alive. but in a sick weird way i feel like this is what you wanted to keep from having to choose, the man you love or your kids! amanda i am so sorry. if i would have known it was so bad for you i would have just stayed with you, maybe then you would never have got in that car. i feel like its my fault you did. i am so sorry......... just please wait for me on the other side.....
BIG BROTHER MIKE RIDDELL

United States

#2 Oct 24, 2011
sissy i will never forget the times we shared and the love i hold in my heart and soul. i always wished i would be the first. its more pain losing a sister like you than you could ever imagine. i love you and i vow to do my best in helping our mom in raiseing your beautiful kids. i will never foget the last couple hours we spent together picking and teaseing each other and how you couldnt wait to see chris... i will never forget your smile that day. you know we had our bad times but you know i would have took your place baby sister. i love and already miss you more than any words could explain
Kentucky Citizen

Lexington, KY

#3 Oct 24, 2011
HOLD ON TOO THOSE MEMORIES..ONCE AGAIN I AM SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS....
Mychelle

United States

#4 Oct 24, 2011
Amanda, I can't believe you are no longer with us and I hate it because me and you weren't on the best of terms and I regret the reason why we weren't, but the thing I regret the most is losing you as a friend. You were a very sweet girl that wouldn't take no shit from anyone and you would always have your friends and familys back when they needed you. I am so sorry for what happened and I know it was the worst thing I could have done to you, and that is something I will have to live with for the rest of my life. The more I think about it, the harder it is for me to know that I hurt you so bad and now I won't ever get to see you again and it sucks. You know what else gets me?, is that people are getting on here saying the things they're saying about you that they never would've said when you were alive and there's one on here saying some nasty stuff trying to act like they are me and I know YOU know it's not me, I just hope everyone else that knows me knows that too. I am sad that you are gone, and no matter what anyone thinks I loved you as a friend, and I miss you. I know we weren't on good terms but I would NEVER NEVER NEVER wish anything bad to have happened to you. You didn't deserve this and neither did your family, but God has another sweet angel to look upon us all, I just wish it wasn't you. Rest In Piece Amanda. You are missed greatly. May God bless your family.
browneyedgirl

Toledo, OH

#6 Sep 30, 2012
Amanda, I miss u! Ur kids miss u! They seem so sad now adays. I miss u so much. I can't believe its going to be a yr in a few weeks and u still don't have a stone, and it seems everyone has forgotten about u. I miss u, I love u. I hope things are going good on the other side. I kno ur watching ur kids and u see how they are being treated but don't let it upset u on the other side some1 will eventually step up and do some thing to make it rite. Miss and luv u chick! Forever.
amanda sister n law

United States

#8 Oct 10, 2012
browneyedgirl wrote:
Amanda, I miss u! Ur kids miss u! They seem so sad now adays. I miss u so much. I can't believe its going to be a yr in a few weeks and u still don't have a stone, and it seems everyone has forgotten about u. I miss u, I love u. I hope things are going good on the other side. I kno ur watching ur kids and u see how they are being treated but don't let it upset u on the other side some1 will eventually step up and do some thing to make it rite. Miss and luv u chick! Forever.
. If u knew amanda so well an uu knew so much u would know she has a head stone a beautiful one an has had it for a long time.. her kids r fine an she knows that.. u must b one of them ppl that run their mouth not knowing a damn thing or u would of already been to herr grave site an seen it.. her kids puts stuff on there too. So to me u must not know to much.. amanda is missed an she will never be forgot.. maybe u should go to her grave an tell her u r sorry for saying such a thing.. love u amanda an u r in my memories everyday somehow your name comes up an we sit an laugh an talk bout the good times an some times but u was always loved...
gummo

United States

#9 Oct 14, 2012
amanda was a beautiful kind amazing person...gone too soon. rip
cozido

London, OH

#10 Oct 24, 2012
love n miss u amanda too bad ur gone gurll i will c u again one day n ur kids are beautiful and doig fine everyone misses u so much u was so great. love u and always smiling when u come to mind lol

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