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BrokenSoldier

Jeffersonville, IN

#1 Oct 18, 2012
How far we have fallen my friend. I thought we were better than all this. I allowed my anger to get worse and worse and shoved my wounds deep inside. I wish I never joined the Army because all the real battles have been here at home. I've lost so much in such a short time. I've ignored getting help for to long. I'm broken and can no longer even fight my own demons. I'm sorry for those I hurt in my life and wish I would have listened and got help. I've pushed everyone so far can I ever pull them back in. I do not know.... I will stand up again and dust myself off. I will hold my head high and go get help. I have to, my boys need their dad to be whole again.
Bea

Newburgh, IN

#2 Oct 18, 2012
I have ptsd form something totally different and I will never understand the battles you have and are fighting. I lost my brother in Iraq 5 years ago, and my other brother got out in June. I wish you well soldier.
person

Ferdinand, IN

#3 Oct 18, 2012
You can do this.
BrokenSoldier

New Albany, IN

#4 Oct 18, 2012
Bea wrote:
I have ptsd form something totally different and I will never understand the battles you have and are fighting. I lost my brother in Iraq 5 years ago, and my other brother got out in June. I wish you well soldier.
I'm sorry for your loss. Everytime a soldier dies its another brother or sister. We don't have to know eachother to feel the loss it's a family. A very big one.
mother of your boys

United States

#5 Oct 18, 2012
I continue to pray for you daily that you may find the help you need to conquer your demons. You're right your boys do need you. A mother can be many things but she can't be a father. A life filled with memories of anger and it's ugly backlash is not what they deserve. This is a huge step, perhaps my prayers for you and them are being answered after all.
Bea

Newburgh, IN

#6 Oct 18, 2012
Thank you!
same boat

Newburgh, IN

#7 Oct 18, 2012
I wish my husband would realize this!! He is in such denial and I'm going insane
person

Ferdinand, IN

#8 Oct 18, 2012
mother of your boys wrote:
I continue to pray for you daily that you may find the help you need to conquer your demons. You're right your boys do need you. A mother can be many things but she can't be a father. A life filled with memories of anger and it's ugly backlash is not what they deserve. This is a huge step, perhaps my prayers for you and them are being answered after all.
I couldn't of said it better myself!
BrokenSoldier

Jeffersonville, IN

#9 Oct 18, 2012
mother of your boys wrote:
I continue to pray for you daily that you may find the help you need to conquer your demons. You're right your boys do need you. A mother can be many things but she can't be a father. A life filled with memories of anger and it's ugly backlash is not what they deserve. This is a huge step, perhaps my prayers for you and them are being answered after all.
I don't think I'm your soldier. It's sad seeing how many families are broken for the same thing. Ill pray for you and your family as I begin to pray for mine.
curious

United States

#10 Oct 19, 2012
God Bless You Soldier
ForeverWasted

Lexington, KY

#11 Oct 24, 2012
You took the words right out of my mouth Soldier. I'm a Marine. Going through the same daily battles. It's harder than many think. And sadly, than many care to understand regardless of what they say...you and I know their actions show otherwise. I'll pray for you and all my other Brothers and Sisters in arms. Please remember me. Semper Fi.
STOP

Evansville, IN

#12 Oct 24, 2012
Nobody made you join. Ugh. get over it!
Bea

Newburgh, IN

#13 Oct 24, 2012
STOP wrote:
Nobody made you join. Ugh. get over it!
Stfu if you don't care go on somewhere and don't comment..
BrokenSoldier

Jeffersonville, IN

#14 Oct 24, 2012
I hope more people come forward so we can bring this issue to the surface and get real help. Va people can be a joke. As for the Marine we all end up in the halls of warriors in the end and ill see you there brother!!!
jon

United States

#15 Oct 25, 2012
STOP wrote:
Nobody made you join. Ugh. get over it!
Seriously you need to stop if it wasn't for people like him where would you be, we could be owned by some other country and your over here dissing people that fight for your freedom, you are a disgrace to this country, move out of this country, and go over seas
BrokenSoldier

Jeffersonville, IN

#16 Oct 25, 2012
jon wrote:
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Seriously you need to stop if it wasn't for people like him where would you be, we could be owned by some other country and your over here dissing people that fight for your freedom, you are a disgrace to this country, move out of this country, and go over seas
If I can ignore Westboro I can ignore this person. It's ok they can hate because we veterans actually have a story while that person has done nothing with their life. I doubt they would say that to my face if they are dumb enough too they will personally meet a 3 time Iraq veteran. Then they will have a story to tell.
STOP

Evansville, IN

#17 Oct 25, 2012
LMAO You dont know what your talking about. Not only am I am Veteran, I AM a combat Veteran two times! Nobody asked or made me join. I chose to do that.. I will not ask for pitty or understanding nor will I make myself weak for a GOOD CHOICE I made.
I stand by my CHOICE. I also ask for nothing.
Bea

Newburgh, IN

#18 Oct 25, 2012
STOP wrote:
LMAO You dont know what your talking about. Not only am I am Veteran, I AM a combat Veteran two times! Nobody asked or made me join. I chose to do that.. I will not ask for pitty or understanding nor will I make myself weak for a GOOD CHOICE I made.
I stand by my CHOICE. I also ask for nothing.
So what's your point you want a damn cookie...
BrokenSoldier

Jeffersonville, IN

#19 Oct 25, 2012
Tell me what years were you deployed? I was in Iraq 03-04-05-06. Ill be glad to show you. I would spend less than a year home and be back over there. I bet you was real safe on your fob walkin to the chow hall.
STOP

Evansville, IN

#20 Oct 25, 2012
Bea wrote:
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So what's your point you want a damn cookie...
NOPE. but HE does :)

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