@stormy, I really do understand where youre comming from, but I can tell that you still have alot of hate bottled up inside you. Let it go! Hate is satans way of still owning a peice of you. Forgive those who did you wrong. Look at all the wrong that was done to Jesus. Forgive them, then go your own way, you dont have to talk to them or have anything to do with them whatsoever, just forgive them in your own heart, then live your life accordinly. I hope you find peace in your life, and if you really do belive in God as you say (and I think you do), then God will deal with those who have wronged you, if not in this life, then in death.