Umm

Lubbock, TX

#397 Feb 24, 2013
Hellbilly 1 wrote:
<quoted text>
The grass isn't awlays greener on the other side.
not saying the grass is greener. Just had the question of what if me and the ex never split. What might have been. And the reason we split is because he and I had certain disagreements that we couldn't see eye to eye on and instead of looking at things in a different perspective I chose to leave him. Basically just stubborn when it comes to certain things. That was 3 years ago though and believe it or not people can do a lot of growing up in 3 years

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#398 Feb 24, 2013
Umm wrote:
<quoted text>not saying the grass is greener. Just had the question of what if me and the ex never split. What might have been. And the reason we split is because he and I had certain disagreements that we couldn't see eye to eye on and instead of looking at things in a different perspective I chose to leave him. Basically just stubborn when it comes to certain things. That was 3 years ago though and believe it or not people can do a lot of growing up in 3 years
Hind sight is always 20/20...always.
Umm

Lubbock, TX

#399 Feb 24, 2013
Hellbilly 1 wrote:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v =WziA88-n02kXX
I really like that song! Good one:)

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#400 Feb 24, 2013
Umm wrote:
<quoted text>I really like that song! Good one:)
Hi Umm. It's nice to meet you.
Umm

Lubbock, TX

#401 Feb 24, 2013
Nice to meet you too!:)
arms wide open

Humboldt, TN

#402 Feb 24, 2013
Pepper_126 wrote:
<quoted text>
Hind sight is always 20/20...always.
The ability to look back and see the things that take place in your life can bring things clearly into view,
Or it can bring you to your knees.
So maybe we do learn from our past and grow into someone who does not make the same mistakes over and over again,
We see things possibly we never saw before, or maybe understand what at the time just could not be seen even though it was in front of our very eyes.
It cuts both ways.
We see that we are not who at all we thought we were and not at all who we wanted to be.
When we found out that to the one we want more than our next breath changes their mind about who we are to them.
All the moments you share, the words you share, the dreams you write together and the love you make are no longer of any meaning or value to anyone but you.
You finally find out exactly where you are meant for and supposed to be,
You want to give all you have to make all their wishes and dreams come true.
Not only are they the center of your attention they are the center of you world.
Hind sight is 20/20.
You sit alone night after night.
Staring at a tv, a wall, a window or a mirror.
You spend time with friends,family or people you work with.
Do ever thing and go ever where to try to just take your mind to another place to occupy it,.
But looking back changes nothing.
You still feel the same way .
Nothing changes anything it only strengthens the very thing you know,
You knew it the very first time you saw her, the time you first touched her and the time that you held her in your arms after he said she loved you for the first time.
I knew it then and know it now.
It will never change. I will have good days and will have bad nights. There will be things i think about and smile and things I will see will tear my guts out and I will break down.
i will never have the dream I thought had come true.
I look back and see that.
I look back and see now that I love her still.
20/20.
Nothing is more clear than that to me.
okay

Sioux City, IA

#403 Feb 24, 2013
Beautiful arms wide open.,you couldnt have said it any sweeter . Thank you for sharing the memories with us . I will always remember this thread with hope and love that i never had .
Umm

Lubbock, TX

#404 Feb 24, 2013
That is sweet. I knew the moment I met him I knew I would love him forever. Every time he kissed me and touched me, I felt the love go all through me. A feeling I've never had with any other man. When I see him now the whole world disappears. It's been 3 years. 3 long years. I dream about him still. I loved they way he ran his fingers through my hair. They way he wrapped his arms around me when he hugged me. I just can't explain it. Guess I will always wonder what might have been. He has told me a few times here lately when I've seen him how much he misses me and will never stop loving me. He is single and has been single for awhile. Before I got married he tried to stop it. Was that my sign? Did I give up too easy on true love?

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#405 Feb 24, 2013
arms wide open wrote:
<quoted text>
The ability to look back and see the things that take place in your life can bring things clearly into view,
Or it can bring you to your knees.
So maybe we do learn from our past and grow into someone who does not make the same mistakes over and over again,
We see things possibly we never saw before, or maybe understand what at the time just could not be seen even though it was in front of our very eyes.
It cuts both ways.
We see that we are not who at all we thought we were and not at all who we wanted to be.
When we found out that to the one we want more than our next breath changes their mind about who we are to them.
All the moments you share, the words you share, the dreams you write together and the love you make are no longer of any meaning or value to anyone but you.
You finally find out exactly where you are meant for and supposed to be,
You want to give all you have to make all their wishes and dreams come true.
Not only are they the center of your attention they are the center of you world.
Hind sight is 20/20.
You sit alone night after night.
Staring at a tv, a wall, a window or a mirror.
You spend time with friends,family or people you work with.
Do ever thing and go ever where to try to just take your mind to another place to occupy it,.
But looking back changes nothing.
You still feel the same way .
Nothing changes anything it only strengthens the very thing you know,
You knew it the very first time you saw her, the time you first touched her and the time that you held her in your arms after he said she loved you for the first time.
I knew it then and know it now.
It will never change. I will have good days and will have bad nights. There will be things i think about and smile and things I will see will tear my guts out and I will break down.
i will never have the dream I thought had come true.
I look back and see that.
I look back and see now that I love her still.
20/20.
Nothing is more clear than that to me.
How long has it been since you last saw her?

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#406 Feb 24, 2013
BTW......I was at AppleBees last night and I thought of you.
arms wide open

Jackson, TN

#407 Feb 24, 2013
I see here from time to time.

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#408 Feb 24, 2013
arms wide open wrote:
I see here from
time to time.
What do you talk about?
arms wide open

Jackson, TN

#409 Feb 25, 2013
we do not speak.

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#410 Feb 25, 2013
arms wide open wrote:
we do not speak.
This is not healthy for you. Have you even been with anyone else since her.
I am really interested in this and no I don't want to know her name. It matters nothing to me. It's you I want to talk to.
arms wide open

Medina, TN

#411 Feb 25, 2013
Healthy or not it is what I have to do.
Everything that I could possibly have said to her has been said.
I left no doubt as to how I felt, what I want and the love I had for her,
What could I say now to add to that which she did not and does not know already?
I can not say anything now because it would not be right ,
Would seem as if I was pleaded or trying to have her say something just so I would feel better.
Would also tear my apart and I honestly do not believe I could do it without breaking down,
And I will not do that in front of her.
I have done all I can do.
When you love someone more than anything you ever experienced,
And you know that they know,
What else can be done,
It would wrong to ask her for something she can not give,
And only right for her to make the decision she wanted what she walked away from.
I have been with others, yes.
But I feel so out of place, to have someone touch me is more than I can take.
It feels so wrong and I almost get physically sick it feels like,
So I have decided I am no were ready for that.
While I might not make contact and yes it makes me hurt badly she dies not either,
It seems it would be far more unhealthy to do anything be let things be.
If i was wanted or loved by her, and its the love that I believed it was,
It would have to be given, it nothing you take from someone,
I know, because I gave my love to her when I thought I could never truly love anyone.
okay

Sioux City, IA

#412 Feb 25, 2013
Im not sure but i dont think thats arms wide open .let us know a w o just dont feel right .

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#413 Feb 25, 2013
okay wrote:
Im not sure but i dont think thats arms wide open .let us know a w o just dont feel right .
I kinda wondered that myself.

Hellbilly 1

Since: May 10

Location hidden

#414 Feb 25, 2013
Pepper_126 wrote:
<quoted text>
This is not healthy for you. Have you even been with anyone else since her.
I am really interested in this and no I don't want to know her name. It matters nothing to me. It's you I want to talk to.
He's stalking her. That's why they don't speak.
Hell billy sucks

Humboldt, TN

#415 Feb 25, 2013
You full of crap. Thats somebody posing and you saying piss pour things about a good person. You and the poser suck. Maybe you both jealous. You cant be a nice as him. Maybe you both are same person trying to start crap. Either way you suck!

Pepper_126

“I don't do red lipstick...”

Since: Sep 12

well maybe this one time...

#416 Feb 25, 2013
Hell billy sucks wrote:
You full of crap. Thats somebody posing and you saying piss pour things about a good person. You and the poser suck. Maybe you both jealous. You cant be a nice as him. Maybe you both are same person trying to start crap. Either way you suck!
Hey be nice.

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