If something doesn't enrich your life, then toss it.Good mornin Friends. I read the posts from People wishing me well in some of the situations I am currently in.. I would like to say Thank You.
I have freed myself of one of them. Another seems intent on keeping me tore up for a while.
"She" has been quite a mess in my life. It was my bad decision to get involved. I came to my senses a few monthes ago and tried to end the situation. It's a difficult thing to do. I still have my weaknesses. She knows how to play on them. A lonesome 51 y/o man whose mind and body still work like they did when he was in his 20's can become quite painfully entangled with a 30 y/o woman.
My intent has always been to help her out of the totally messed up life she leads. I was convinced that's what she wanted.. Now it's clear she intends to continue down the same old path. While I am going the opposite direction, she takes a little piece of my heart with her.
I don't want to sound rude to you, beings as I don't know anything other than what you placed. But I get the distinct feeling from what you've posted that if you weren't enriching HER life, she might have already tossed you aside. Are you giving her money or paying her bills, or is she self sufficient?
(I've a feeling that she's probably a pretty needy woman from what you've said)..
You might want to evaluate that statement pretty carefully.. I wish you the best. Listen to that little voice in your head, not the one in your heart. The two CAN conflict sometimes..