You are delusional and suffering from mental illness , you have been Brainwashed by your cult. They prey on weak-minded people like yourself. Jesus died and rotted over two thousand years ago. He's not going to come back to life to rescue you from your miserable exisistance. Santa Clause and the Easter Bunny are imaginary too. It's time to grow up.
God/Jesus saved me... I 'Know' it!
You are the delusional one to think otherwise!
Soon... even you will know the truth!