Hmmmm...newly married, is a writer and works part-time at a car dealership AND wants to CUT HIMSELF! WHAT THE FREAK is WRONG here..WOULD you let this guy sell ya a car..I mean he takes ya on a test drive and decides to FREAKIN' slice himself as you turn the corner. WHAT this Dude is saying is..He's unhappy with his present life-working part-time..I mean, with the economy as is, How many folks are buying new or even used cars? He recently entered wedded bliss, am sure his wife is working full-time to cover the daily home costs. He writes, but that is piece by piece, writing that even a guaranteed everyday paycheck. This Dude needs to go and check out counseling, this is a cry for talk to someone, he is stressing BIG TIME!